March 15th was my quit day
I have smoked for a few <ahem> years :rolleyes: actually from the time I got my first job as a teenager <not so long ago> :D Over the years I have made a few attempts to quit. My first attempt I went cold turkey, ended up in Emergency, crying my eyes out, totally knotted up, thinking I was having a heart attack :eek: and my body would not stop shaking :eek: After numerous tests, I told the doctor I had quit smoking just 10 days prior cold turkey. He looked at me and realized I was suffering hourendous withdrawal. He too had been a smoker so he was kind and understanding. He gave me Lorazepam to calm me down (Great Drug BTW) I was on 3 tabs daily for 21 days. It worked and I didn't smoke for 5 months. Late one night I got a phonecall that my son had been involved in a roll over accident. I freaked, grabbed my husbands smokes and smoked like I had never quit.
A few years later, I did the patch. Once I hit the second level on the patch, I had no more cravings so I never filled the 3rd prescription. Bad thing to do

Within a few weeks I was sneaking smokes and enjoying every one of them. I then went on Welbutrin, quit for 6 months, then started this job I have now!! I began smoking again, joining all the other smokers outside in the beautiful garden they have for the smoking area. We do not smoke inside our home either, frankly I cannot stand the smell of cigarrette smoke in the house. I find it appalling, and I am a smoker :eek:
March 15th of this year, was my quit date. After seeing my mom battle cancer (she was a non smoker) sitting with residents hooked up to oxygen as they were dying from respiratory diseases I figured enough is enough. This was enough to inspire me. I quit for 10 days, getting bitchier and bitchier as the days went by. It got so bad, a co-worker sat down with me and pointed out my lack of patience and "wicked tongue" :eek: I began smoking, but limited myself to only 3 a day. I am now up to 1/2 pack a day

I truly do not know what it will take to get me off the nicotine. If we did manage to support one another on here I will try and beat it with all of you once again. I am terrified of weight gain, so maybe that is what is subconciously stopping me I dunno :confused:
Cubby> a video of you doing your cheerleading dance may just be the inspiration I need :D

especially if you show a knee or two in it
Give me a quit date everyone, I will join the train ride
Jean