thoughts...
Today I had to write a thank you letter to the Veterinarian Onc

gist Dr Ann Jeglum for pushing so hard, and trying when other gave up.
The letter was painful to write, and the card was hard to fill out.
I was going to send a thank you card sooner, but I felt it was too painful, and boy was I ever right!
I had to stop writing several times, and kept starting over again.
I enclosed some laminated cards my mom got for me with A Prayer for Pets, I want to give some to the people here, so if anyone needs one, please e-mail me your name and address, and I will be happy to send you one.
I still haven't picked up the ashes yet.
I won't be spreading them anywhere, rather I have decided that they shall be buried with me upon my death.
I feel as though I should take with me the greatest possession I will ever possess.
I will be blessed to be put to rest with such great company.
It has been amended to my will.
Thanks to everyone for the continued support, and encouragment, it's not any easier now than before, as a matter of fact it's more difficult now because I miss him more now than I did when he died.
I miss my puppy, we were so happy in our silly little life.