Jeff,
I understand the pain and suffering you are going through right now and wish I was there to give you that hug you so desperatly need. We all dread the day when we will lose that speacial friend and each of us will handle it in different ways and no way is wrong. When we lost our Greta we too felt lost and out of sorts for weeks. Our cats cried and looked for thier friend and then we would cry again too. And we still cry when we think of our beloved friend who left us way too soon. Nothing any of us can say or do will make the pain less, only time & the love and understanding of your family and freinds will lesson the grief.
I feel blessed having met Orson and you and will cherish the memmories I have of him and the sweet kisses he gave me even though I know he was not well at the time. His first thoughts were always of love and you.
God Speed Orson, we will always love you and we will help Jeff untill you can be together again.
Jennifer & Cookie