Need prayers and positive thoughts again please!!!

[DyckDogs]

I just read your post today for the first time. How horrible. I feel so bad for you and Maddie.
I am praying that you get better news when they retest the biopsy.
You and Maddie deserve a break.
You are doing everything you can for your baby. Hopefully she can get home soon.
My thoughts are with you both.

 

[djheitz]

I hope you both get to sleep in your own beds tonight. And I really hope the tech messed up on the biopsy and you'll get definitive news on Wednesday.

Don't be hard on yourself for this - there's not any way you could have known what the results would be (or not be...). You have every right to be upset, but not at yourself. And if that's not enough, remember that Maddie will be more anxious if she senses it in you.

I'll continue to keep your girl in my thoughts.

 

[boxers4life2001]

We are home!!

I am so happy to say we are finally home!!! Maddie's noon glucose level was good (120 to be exact) so I pulled her catheters and loaded her up into the car. She is resting so much better here at home and eating better also. I have checked her glucose twice since we have been home and it has been within the normal range (I'm afraid to even write that because I'm afraid I might jinx it.) I was concerned about her levels drastically dropping since we stopped the IV dextrose. Hopefully (praying, praying, praying) her levels will remain in the normal range once everything leaves her system. She is still acting a bit off, not quit herself yet but hopefully in a few days she will be back too normal. I am so happy that we will be sleeping in our own bed tonight and not on a concrete floor!!!

I am going to try really hard to not dwell on the biopsy results and the "what if" until we get the re-do report back. Unfortunately, I'm not a very optimistic person in general so this will be a huge task for me to try and do. I hope no one misunderstood me, It's not that I want the biopsy result to come back as a malignant tumor because I would love nothing more than for it to be benign. I just hope that whatever is causing her hypoglycemia was removed during the surgery and not left behind, that is what I am really scared/upset about. However, I am so thankful that Maddie made it out of surgery and is now recovering, I am very grateful for that and will try to focus on that right now. Right now I am praying that her glucose levels remain in the normal range and she continues to have a pretty uneventful recovery. She has given a few nubbin wags which puts a smile on my face (even if her butt is tucked under and her nubbin looks like it is glued to her body!!!!)

Thanks again. Your prayers, positive thoughts, support and comments are helping Maddie and I get through this!!!

Carrie and Maddie

 

[Gruntsmom]

Yayyyyy!!! Hope you and Maddie have a good night! Sweet dreams, Maddie! We're all rooting for you, and hope you'll start feeling better now that you're home with your mom.

 

[Sablegirl]

Hoping for a miracle and no tumor at all...you never know. Sending get well wishes and vibes to your girl and you.

 

[auntthelm]

Sending healing, positive vibes to Maddie and ((((((((hugs)))))))to you. I will keep both of you in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[BigDies]

Oh I'm so happy! I've been checking on you guys religiously. Glad to hear you guys are home safe and I'll keep praying it stays that way.

 

[atlasmom911]

My prayers are with you and your baby through all of this. Sending lots of positive healing vibes. Please give your baby a big hug and kiss for me...Linda

 

[dafzichu]

Glad to hear you are both home and I hope everyone got a very good night sleep last night. I will continue to keep the both of you in my thoughts. Have a good day with Miss Maddie.

 

[Gruntsmom]

Thinking of you and Maddie, and hope you both had a good day. Sending some fresh healing and positive vibes for your baby girl.