I don't know how I missed this yesterday!
Oh sweetie, I am close to crying as hard as I did when Blizzy left me. I know it does no good to say anything. But you know our handsome warrior fought a good fight. He was ready to say goodbye to this world, escape his pain, and finally meet his buddies, Kiddo and my beautiful girl Blizzy.
I know that Chancy and Blizz were at the gate nubbys waggin in anticipation of finally meeting Rocky. The three of them are together running free as pups, looking down on all three of us.
Rocky loved you, and knows you only wanted his suffering to end. He told you he was ready. Be thankful for all that time you had with your boy.
Know that Rocky will forever be in your heart, you in his, and he will be ever vigilant watching over you and your hubby. And in time, when Rocky feels its time, he will take the perfect soul, put it in the perfect pup and send that pup to you. Your gift from him for all the years you loved and worshiped him.
How I wish we could exchange email addys. I know if you ever needed it, now is it. I can totally understand every single emotion you are going through.
All I can say is yes, it does get easier. I can't tell you when, but it does. And soon you will reflect on Rocky and do it with laughter and smiles that will replace those tears and sobs.
All my love to you.
Donna