My tears woke me up
Magic, I had a dream about you this morning. I was holding you in my arms once again; it felt so good and very real. I could feel your soft fur as I stroked your pretty head... Then...it had to happen again. Your eyes closed, at first I thought you fell to sleep. I shook you and you did not move. I cried out "Magic wake up! Magic wake up!" I started crying in my dream and cried out, "She is gone! She is gone!" "God help me she is gone...!" The dream woke me up; I am still crying...I wish I could take every thing back that happened to you sweet girl...I wish that we could be together again. Magic, no words can describe the frustration of not having you with me any more. You did not deserve the kind of illness that took you away...you did not deserve it.
With many, many tears,
Your Mom forever