Thank you everyone! I actually slept thru the night last night for the first time in a very long time. And it felt great to not wake up with my heart pounding out of my chest with a full blown anxiety attack. So now I only pray Aus responds well to the treatment without any problems. I've started the pred. but the oncol. ordered the accutone from a pharmacy I don't know where, so they are mailing it to me and I should have it by Sat. or Mon. at the latest. Right now my big baby is spread out on my bed sunning himself!