Matt:
What a sad, sad story. I am so sorry. It was so good of you to share your story with all of us. I have a very beautiful 4 mo. old dark inverted flashy brindle. Her markings are commented on by everyone who sees her. So many people have told me I must let her have one litter of puppies; that they would be gorgeous and I could make a lot of money. Others have told me it just makes for a better dog to let them be a mother one time. I've said all along I know nothing about breeding or caring for new puppies and I certainly wouldn't do it for the money. I only bought my boxer for a family pet and she is a beloved family member. Yesterday, at barely 4 months old, I had her spayed. I had some doubts, but I really felt I was doing the right thing. Now that I've read what you've gone through, I haven't a doubt in the world that I've done the right thing. I know there are many new boxer owners like myself who visit boxer world for advice and direction. God Bless you, your family, and all the little puppies who I pray will get better and stronger each day.
karan