Well I still haven't made a definite decision and it doesn't help matters that I think Josi maybe having another bleed. Well she is having one, but for the time being it appears to be small. Last night she was breathing heavy and her gums were pale, but she is still going to the bathroom and most importantly EATING, not as ferousishly but eating. She seems a bit better this morning actually just resting beautifully right now rolled over on her back spread eagle. I felt like yesterday that with her doing so well, I could sneak off for two days and all be fine with Brian but now I really am questioning leaving her. Next Saturday we have a wedding in MD. of a very good friend that unfortunately only Brian will be able to go to since we both can't leave her and it is not fair to bring her if she starts having a bleed and is forced to sit in a car for six hours. So my thought process was I go two days while Josi and daddy hold down the fort and what will be will be and then Josi and I will hold down the fort for two days next weekend while daddy is away. Oh gosh...I have got to just make a decision and go with it and believe, but I am having major problems with this....