wow, I read this entire thread last night (new member) and I had tears in my eyes. I think you are very brave to help your girl through this. I don't know if I could handle it, I would most likely have helped my baby along to the bridge by this point, I can't stand to see my babies suffer, especially as much as Josi has gone through these last months...you must be such a strong person. Cudos to you for being a strength for your baby, you must be very special for her to fight so long and hard to be with you.