Thanks again everyone, you are all so sweet. It does help to have people who understand to communicate with. Thank you so much...
Murp.mm, I am doing better but the tears can't help but well up when I think of my beauty. Because Isis was born in 1995, whenever I hear a song that was big then, it takes me back to the happy time when all my puppies were born and I fell in love with Isis! Amy Grant's "Every Heartbeat" in particular, was my song for her. Ok, it's cheesy but here goes: "Every heatbeat bears your name, loud and clear they stake my claim, my red blood runs true blue, and every heartbeat belongs to you." I lieterally lived for her, she gave me hope and purpose. Of course, now I am older and have a son and husband to live for, but Isis saw me through some of the worst times and best times, and I will be forever in her debt. I will always remember how amazing she was with our baby son from the minute we walked in the door with him; she was so protective, loving and gentle from day 1. I am resting easier now, on her one week anniversary, in the knowledge that I did everything to give her the best life I could, and I know she knew how much I loved her. One time, a friend of mine was over and we were sitting around, when she noticed Isis look at me with her heart-melting gaze. There was so much love in her eyes, my friend was taken aback at the depth of the emotion she read in Isis' eyes! That was awesome, I'll never forget that!
* I miss you baby girl, every day, but I am also trying to find peace in my heart so you can run free and happy there whenever I need to call on you.
