It is too cruel to lose them young. My heart goes out to you. Somehow you will find a way to go on, but truly you're never quite the same as before they went. I wish you many happy, pain-free memories of Jake.
Boxermomof4 - So sorry I missed your reply til today. Yes, my little Jake was only 5 months with severe SAS when I had to take him to the vet to help him across the bridge. Not a day goes by that I don't still miss him. But I've always loved boxers, they have a special way of weaving into our hearts. I just learned that I am again going to be the proud mom of a female brindle boxer I've been waiting for. I couldn't bear the thoughts of trying to "replace" my Jake, but I couldn't imagine life without a precious boxer. I hope that as time is passing, slowly, healing is weaving it's way into your heart as well. I imagine both of our Jakes having the time of their new life at the bridge while they wait patiently. Be well friend.
Our hearts go out to you.. no matter how long they are gone.. you will always miss them... I know I miss my Tuff E. Nuff as much today as I did the day he left..in 2006.
Please take good care of you.. and yours.. and know that Jake will be waiting for you..
God Bless...
Karen
Sequoia white female 1yr
TaTanka white male 1yr
SLY 21yr old kit kat male
Boxermomof4 - I am so glad to hear that you have found the strength to foster another boxer baby! I know just how hard that guilty feeling can be, but I have a feeling that both of our Jakes are looking down from the bridge saying "way to go mom!" "I'm still with you." "I'm so proud of you", that is if they could speak to us. I don't believe that we ever "replace" one with another, rather we open our wounded hearts to continue to pour out the love that has always been there. It just takes lots of time. I know that my Jake will always hold the most precious place in my heart and I hope to meet him some day again at the bridge! It comforts me to think of him playing and making so many friends until that day! BTW SAS is sub-aortic stenosis (bad heart murmur). Jake had a grade 5 out of 6. We knew early on that he wouldn't see his first birthday, so we just celebrated every morning as a birthday!I'm grateful for your willingness to open your home and your heart to another baby in need. I wish you well in all ways with your new foster! Be well friend.