so sorry
I am so sorry for your loss. We also helped our beautiful Saddie over the bridge 5-24-13. She too had cancer. It was the hardest thing I have ever done. I still miss her everyday, and I still am not used to her not being here. I adopted her as a pup and she was 11 years old. I look at and talk to the pics of her/and or her ashes (we had her cremated and kept her), everyday. I can now do that without the tears, but there is still a big whole in my heart. I pray that your pain gets easier!!