Carley Rock (10/15/03 - 4/22/06)

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BoxerRock

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We lost our Carley this past Saturday in a most tragic way. We were camping in a remote part of the Mojave desert and Carley was bitten by a Mojave Green Rattlesnake. We saw the snake and knew how dangerous it was. We got Carley into the trailer immediately and my husband grabbed his gun. A few minutes after my husband destroyed it, we realized that Carley had been bitten. We rushed her to the nearest vet which was about 25 miles away but she passed away in my arms on the way there.

Saturday, April 22nd was the worst day of our lives. The horror of the event itself, the panic, the helplessness. Driving down that highway at 90+ mph, passing cars in the wrong lane, holding my dying baby in my arms. I could hardly breathe and my poor husband freaking out, trying to get us there as fast as he could. It still seems like a horrible nightmare.

One of Carley's favorite things in the whole world was going camping in that desert. We would always find a nice open space where she could run around free and play with her basketball and collect sticks. She even herded cows out there once. Our little cowgirl. When we would pull of the highway onto the dirt road she would stand up in the truck and start squealing. She knew where we were and she was HAPPY!!!

I always worried about snakes out there. When it came to Carley, I worried about everything. We had her vaccinated last year for rattlesnake bites and she just got her booster a month ago. She was only a couple of feet from the trailer, next to my husbands truck.

We've had dogs all of our lives but Carley was our first boxer. Neither one of us ever thought that we could love a dog the way we loved her. We loved her like we love our children. You know what I mean? It may sound silly but either one of us would have gotten between her and that snake if we had seen it in time. The thing about Carley is, she loved us as much as we loved her. She was such a pain in the butt when she was a baby. She had such bad separation anxiety, we used to hire babysitters just so we could go out to dinner. She had grown into such an amazing dog. She was still young enough that she was learning new things and she was so much easier to teach. She went almost everywhere with us but when she couldn't, she stayed home alone and didn't bother anything. Whether we were gone 5 minutes or 2 hours, she acted like she hadn't seen us in a week. Always happy and always loving us. We miss her so much.

I believe that everything happens for a reason and I couldn't for the life of me figure out why this had to happen to our sweet baby. I've since realized though that she and my husband and that snake were all in the same space when this occurred. I believe with all of my heart that she saved her Daddy's life.

We felt that we were going out of our minds with grief the first few days. We couldn't eat or sleep and the crying was out of control. A couple of days ago, we traveled to a nearby town to look at a litter of boxers. We came home with Molley that night. She's 7 weeks old today. I took her to our vet yesterday and she's very healthy. She weighs 4 lbs. 9 ozs. and is a little knuckle-head like Carley was when she was a peanut. When Dr. Sandy came into the examination room, he offered his condolences. He said that the snake vaccination is usually very effective and that either Carley had an extreme alergic reaction to the venom or that the snake may have been a Mojave Green. When I told him that it was indeed, he told us that snake would easily kill a man. He also assured us that Carley would have been in a state as to not know what was going on or feel anything. That was a huge relief because I could stand the though of her being aware of what was happening at the end. So, she was happy and playing and then she was gone.

I know this is long but I haven't been able to talk about it until now. I have this little boxer ball in my lap as I write. I'm sure she doesn't realize it but right now, she is our salvation. I need to get over to the puppy section now for a refresher course. Thank you all so much for listening.

Kim Rock
 

Poetic_thing

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Kim my heart so goes out to you and your family!! Losing our babies is never easy when they are sick, but when something like this happens it compounds the pain. I'm soo sorry for your loss. Carley will forever be watching over you. Take care dear girl ~ you will be forever missed & loved.
 

TossBranAbi

Boxer Insane
I am so sorry about what happened to Carley. I am sure it is comforting to know that she didn't suffer. Like you said, she was playing and having fun...that is all she knows besides that you and your DH love her so much. You gave her a great life and in return, she will be your guardian angel. Your Carley left you on my girl's, who passed to The Bridge in January, birthday. Maybe Carley got some of Tossie's cake, Tossie will be a good friend to your baby until you meet with her again. The pain will ease as time goes on and you are right, a puppy helps immensly.

Run free sweet Carley angelicon
 

Net45582

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I am so sorry you lost your Carly at such a young and and under such tragic conditions. I share your tears. Please believe Carly's spirit still runs free and that she will always live on within your heart.
 

TrooperThorn

Super Boxer
Oh I am just hearsick at the loss of Carley. There's nothing I can say than to let you know we are so very sorry and we feel your pain. I hope Molley fills the void in her own way and that she will continue to grow and be healthy in your loving family.

I go hiking up in Griffith park with the boys all the time, but I will be extra careful for snakes and I will remember Carley.

Deepest sympathies and best wishes
 

kljarvis

Boxer Insane
Wow, I'm in tears here. I lived in the hills of East KY, rattlers are not common here, BUT they are here. My worries are Copperheads. I worry about all 3 of mine.
God Bless you Carley! Run free!angelicon
 
Kim I am so so sorry for your loss. It is tragic when they are so suddenly taken from you. I sit here in tears because I remember all the pain like it was just yesterday. The not eating, feeling like you've lost one of your kids. Lexus has been gone 4 months now and I still have bad days, but they are getting better. Rocky has helped us heal tremendously.
You are not alone and whenever you need a shoulder we are here for you.
God Speed angelicon Carley
 

Holden's Mom

Boxer Insane
I am so sorry for the loss of your Carley. It's such a tragic loss to nature. My thoughts and prayers are with you at this time.

Pam and Pete
 

atlasmom911

Boxer Insane
I am in tears as I am typing this. I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my Abby 5 yrs ago and it still hurts. Godspeed angelicon sweet Carley.Run pain free with all of our babies at the Rainbow Bridge.
 
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