Shirley Jo
Super Boxer
A friend of mine had a litter of 9 puppies. The moms milk has something wrong with it and 8 of the puppies died. She has to bottle feed the last puppy until it was 9 weeks old and ended up giving it to a friend so he would always be close. He is the cutest little fawn puppy you ever seen. When she took the puppies to the vet she also made arangements to have her dog spayed. She said she would never go through this again. I know how you feel. I can say I don't know what I would do. I think turning her in is a very good idea but I think I would get the puppy first. Maybe not the right thing to do but you would know that one of them is safe.
LOL It is also a gradual process.