harlie'smom
Boxer Insane
My sweet boy its been one week today and it hurts so much. The House is so different without you. Harlie & Chopper just lay around most of the time, once in a while Chopper gets a burst of energy and gets Harlie going. Makes me think you may have lit a match under his butt to get them going, puts a huge smile on my face.
Big boy you were the life of the party. I was always searching that house for you to see what you were doing, what you had gotten in to, and when i did find you the look on your face was always priceless, you knew what you were doing was wrong but you just couldnt help yourself. oddly i miss that alot, you really kept me on my toes. Now theres not much to do at home. im reminded of you constantly. Your crates are still up, its too hard to take them down. Harlie and Chop dont need them anymore, theyve proven they can be out without causing a mess, but if you were still here id gladly crate you all while we were gone.
You left me too young baby and its just not fair. Im so sorry you suffered in your last few days, we tried to keep you comfy. I hope we did ok. i thought you would rather be home with us your last few nights then in a place you didnt know. I hope that was ok with you.
The guilt i feel is still very overwhelming, it comes and goes. I know we did the right thing but theres always that what if in the back of my mind. im trying hard not to beat myself up over it. I just miss you so much.
Torque mommy and Daddy will always love. We will never ever forget you. You have made a permanent place in our hearts and home. We love you from the bottom of our heart big boy. Please come visit us in our dreams so we know your running happy.
Big boy you were the life of the party. I was always searching that house for you to see what you were doing, what you had gotten in to, and when i did find you the look on your face was always priceless, you knew what you were doing was wrong but you just couldnt help yourself. oddly i miss that alot, you really kept me on my toes. Now theres not much to do at home. im reminded of you constantly. Your crates are still up, its too hard to take them down. Harlie and Chop dont need them anymore, theyve proven they can be out without causing a mess, but if you were still here id gladly crate you all while we were gone.
You left me too young baby and its just not fair. Im so sorry you suffered in your last few days, we tried to keep you comfy. I hope we did ok. i thought you would rather be home with us your last few nights then in a place you didnt know. I hope that was ok with you.
The guilt i feel is still very overwhelming, it comes and goes. I know we did the right thing but theres always that what if in the back of my mind. im trying hard not to beat myself up over it. I just miss you so much.
Torque mommy and Daddy will always love. We will never ever forget you. You have made a permanent place in our hearts and home. We love you from the bottom of our heart big boy. Please come visit us in our dreams so we know your running happy.
