Scarletwaggy
I am so sorry for your loss. I know exactly the hurt you feel. Last October, my Sweetie, 4 1/2 years old was diagnosed with cancer, late stages. I had to watch her go down, because I just couldn't handle ending it. But, we had to and I lost my best friend also. I was so very heart broken. The memories are mine to have forever and I cherish them. She will NEVER be replaced, but I went in November and found me another puppy. I had to do something, and it turned out wonderful. I am now Gingers mom and she is 10 months old and the light of my life. They are not the same, but now she is my best friend. She is rotten. It just helps you deal with it and it does get easier. Good luck and prayers are with you.