Zach's Mom...I know how you are feeling right now. On March 5th my baby boy Bluto the boston will have been gone for one year. It doesn't seem like it could have happened, but here it is. I picked up his ashes the other day and held them close to my chest. I even said the dreaded word "bath" out loud and chuckled to myself as I imagined his shiver (baths are the enemy). Then all of a sudden I cried...because I did not want to be holding his ashes, I wanted him. I go every Saturday to the local humane society and walk dogs, play with the kitties. I think I will bring those babies a treat to honor Blu's 1st anniversary in heaven. I miss him so very much as I am sure you do your Zach, but am grateful that neither of them suffer any longer. I bet Zach is laughing at how silly my Bluto looks trying to do cartwheels when he gets excited. I would have been very honored to have known Zach. Please know you are not alone & I am here for you.
Dora