Thank you everyone for your support. Well, it is over now. My baby is no longer in any pain. My husband stayed with him while they put him down. I didn't want him to be there with people he didn't know. I however, wasn't strong enough to be with him.
I have never been so miserable in my entire life. I have never felt this much pain in my heart ever. I told him this morning to be strong and that he would be meeting BW fur friends that would make him feel welcome.
Thank you Bev for the poem. It's lovely.
He wasn't able to keep much food down but wouldn't you know it, the cheetos we ate last night must have settled well with his stomach. The power of cheetos. If I only would have known. We had mac and cheese for breakfast...his favorite. And we too broke the rules of dogdom and had chocolate too. Peanut M&M's.
At least he will not suffer anymore.
Please keep your prayers coming for the next few days, as these will be difficult for me.
Thank you,
Sarah