MRI scheduled for Hoss

[Tuff Love]

Oh and... it sounds strange that the vet would push the TPLO without knowing for sure if there's cruciate damage or not. That would make me nervous and I think I would get a second opinion about that. I know specialists are expensive, but a couple hundred bucks for an expert opinion definitely outweighs an invasive procedure Hoss may not even need. Tuff sat with his leg tucked under him and his knees are fine.

 

[mtnjnky]

MRI results

Hoss had the MRI done last night. Large mass on the front left side of his brain, radiologist report says most likely glial tumor. Poor baby. Well, at least we know now. We will continue with the prednisone and pain med until it's time to say goodbye. I don't want him to be in pain or see him completely deteriorate. He is such a proud boy, he wouldn't want it either. Gosh, I thought I got all my crying out but nope. Everytime I look at him just sleeping on my bed I bawl. I just can't believe how quickly this has changed his sweet, playful personality.
Really the only option is radation treatment but that means a 3 hour trip for us each way, and financially it's just not possible. That also will only prolong his life for maybe a year.

 

[allysmom]

I am so sorry about Hoss. Hopefully the meds will make him comfortable. Enjoy all the time you have with him. Will be sending positive thoughts and prayers your way.

 

[Lisa H]

I am so sorry to hear the news. You will be in our thoughts. Make everyday count!
Hugs

Lisa and Justice

 

[Tuff Love]

I'm so sorry the news wasn't better :( I know how you must feel. I spent a good deal of the last couple months crying my eyes out about Tuff. Just when I think I've got nothing left, something gets me going. My husband yells at me, "Why are you crying?! knock it off- he's still here! Spend less time crying and more time spending time with our boy." So I've tried my best to do that. He scolds me because I pretty much put my social life on hold and stay home a lot, but that's just how I cope. All in all, I think it was good advice. Whenever you feel the need to cry, just go hug your boy real tight.

 

[mtnjnky]

I've never had to put a dog to sleep. I'm afraid I won't know when it's time. I'm afraid that he is in pain and I'm not doing him any favors by keeping him with us. I wish he could just talk & tell me! Just knowing he has a huge mass growing in there and making his brain shift around makes me cringe. I really feel helpless and just so sad for him. I hate that I can't make it better.
Thanks everyone for your kind words. It helps.

 

[Independence]

I'm sorry you are going thru this. Know they do let us know when it's time. It's up to us to recognize it. I am sure he will let you know and you will do the best thing for your pup. Until then try to keep a positive attitude when you are around him. Remember he doesn't know he's sick and won't understand why you are so sad when he's around. Each day is a gift, enjoy the time you have left and give lots of hugs, kisses, treats and whatever is going to make you feel better about your time left with him. My Indy never got much "human" food. In his last days we ate Chicken Nuggets anytime he wanted them. Ha, they still make me cry when I see them

You are in our thoughts and prayers. Keep the faith.

 

[mtnjnky]

Hoss is gone

Lisa, thanks. We let him go yesterday. He had a really rough last several hours. I can't believe how immediate his loss was felt. It was like a part of my body had been removed or something. So strange. And the house is just so empty without him. I keep thinking I see him on the guest bed that he claimed the past few months. I loved that Bossy Hossy more than I realized now that he's gone. I can't imagine a better dog. The hardest thing was seeing how perfect his body still looked. So strong and beautiful. My husband and I got to hold him when he got the shot, and it was so quick and then he was gone. I know it will get easier each day, until then, I'm still bawling everytime I think of him - which is all the time. 7 years was just not enough time with him.

 

[rayandsarah]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

 

[Tuff Love]

oh my gosh! how sudden! i'm so sorry doll :( i'm glad that there was no prolonged suffering at least. i know how torturing it can be to question the discomfort your baby is in. our thoughts are with you.