Moving Magic to Rainbow Bridge

[Julie P.]

Magic

Leilani,

I feel the same way; BW has helped saved me from myself. I am very thankful for the web site.

I just realized last night that I am struggling with anger and that is why I am not healing very fast. Magic was healthy, lively and in the prime of her life when I first drove her to the vet. I turned her over to the vets care to preform a simple procedure. Because of that day, I no longer have her. I guess, I am looking for a place to put blame; this is not healthy I know. I have strong feelings that the vet did not treat her as a special case and rushed her through the procedure. When he sent her home she was ice cold; we had to warmed with blankets heated by the the dryer. The vet was rude to me when I sought his help after her surgery; he was defensive. I later found out that he did not take a biopsy of her tumor before removing it. I wish I wouldn't have trusted the vet so much and would have asked more questions prior to her surgery. I feel that her life was taken because of senseless acts. I know I need to get a handle over my regrets. I know that the past is now unchangable. I guess time is the answer.

Julie and Magic

 

[TazzysMom]

Bad Day

Hi Julie: How's it going? I'm having a really bad day, right outta left field. Missing Taz like crazy trying not to cry to much gotta go to a business meeting tonight. Hope you are working on that photo gallery for Magic can't wait to see her beautiful face. I'm here if ya need me.

Leilani
Mom to Tazzy 8/21/93-09/26/04

 

[Julie P.]

Magic's Photo Album

The digital pictures I have of Magic are to large for BW. I do not have experience with digital pictures. Until I figure out how to change the pixels here is her photo album.

Please send me a private message if you have troubles with her album. Infact, you are welcome to private message any time.

http://magicandjulie.faces.com/
click on: "In remembrance of Magic 1997-2004" on the left side of the window.

You can also try this address: http://magicandjulie.faces.com/Albums/91033.aspx

Julie and Magic

 

[cody&duke]

So cute!

She is very cute! I love the one in the sweatshirt. It reminded me of E.T. for some reason?!?! I also like the one with the paw showing under the blanket.

 

[Cindy Creel]

I enjoyed the pictures so much. She was so beautiful. I know how much you miss her.

 

[TazzysMom]

She's Perfect

What a perfect girl. She was beautiful and the picture with the sweatshirt does look like ET. How cute!! With her markings she looks like she could have been Tazzy's little sister. The picture you took of her after surgery made me cry because I took pictures of Taz after surgery so I would have them next year to show his progress.

I can see how much she was loved and well cared for by you. You were the best Mom Julie she will remember that always until she sees you again

Thank you for sharing Magic with us
Leilani

 

[Julie P.]

Thanks from Magic and I

Thank you for looking at Magic's pictures; I feel so proud of her. What grand theropy to be a part of BW and to share my Magic with you all!

I am trucking off to California for a few days. I'll sure miss the post from BW while I am gone. It seems odd not to have Magic with me on this trip. She was my traveling buddy; I took her ever where with me. In fact, I use to tell people that my car was hers and she let me drive it. Smile!

Leilani, please know that I am sending you positive healing thoughts. I completely understand "BAD" days. I had a rough weekend this last weekend. It hit me like a brick that Magic is never coming back, never! I was with her when she passed away...why it would hit me again almost a month later, truly amazes me. Does reality take that long to sink in? One wonders?

Cheers to BW!
Julie and Magic (I Love and miss you so much Magic!)

 

[TazzysMom]

We will miss you

Have a safe trip and hurry home I'll miss you while you're gone. Magic will be there in spirit I'm sure she wouldn't miss a roadtrip with mom.

Leilani

 

[Mama_Zookeeper]

Wow...your baby Magic looks just like an older, thicker version of my Rocky. Her mushy face looked so sweet. Again I am sorry for your loss.

Dora

 

[Julie P.]

Magic

My husband and I went to a Boxer Rescue in San Jose, CA. This is a big step for me as today, the 17th, is one month after I lost Magic. I have been so curious about Boxer Rescue's but was not prepared for the experience. My husband fell in love with a male boxer that acted like a happy one year old circus clown. Much to my surprise, I really liked him also! My hubby and I walked and played with him for almost three hours. After all is said and done, I walked a way from the boxer rescue leaving the funny little male clown behind. Now, this morning after tossing and turning all night, my heart is all torn up. We have one day left to make a decision about this boxer as we are heading back to Oregon tomorrow, Monday. I guess you must know that I am stuggling with a huge amount of emotions. Should we or should we not get the baby boy? So, here I am once again, depending on the wisdom of other boxer owners. Is it too soon for my broken heart? Do male boxers make good companions? Am I up to opening my heart again? If I get him will it be a rebound? Does he remind me of Magic or am I seeing him for who he his? How do I know if it is right? Oh my, the clock is ticking and I am at a loss as to what to do? I did not expect this...Has anyone else had this happen so soon after a loss of a beloved pet? Will getting a new baby fill the empty void in my heart?
With confusion,
Julie and Magic