Jack

[NewmanBoxer]

With a heavy heart and through my tears i feel i am finally ready to write this.

We lost our baby boy jack 6 weeks ago to a rare form of lung cancer. He had just turned 3. Words can not express the pain that I feel everyday having to live with out my baby. The cancer was with him his whole life, we just never knew. He was his active amazing self up until the week of his death. As soon as we found out we tried everything we possibly could do to save him....but we ran out of time. i feel like I failed him. I feel like as his mom I should have known he was sick. It wasn't fair the way he died, he deserved better than that. It was the worst day of my life.

He visits me in my dreams, and those are the best nights! I know I will see him again, just like the poem says. Heaven wouldn't be heaven without him. No one can prepare you for the love you will feel when you get your first boxer baby. I swear they are part human! i miss you everyday my little jackaroo. I love you so much. I can't wait to see you in my dreams.

 

[Jan]

I am so sorry for your loss! Don't blame yourself for not knowing that he was sick. Boxers are such a stoic breed. The often don't let you know that they are in pain or that anything is wrong.

Jack is now running pain free at the Rainbow Bridge. Godspeed Jack

 

[packblt]

I'm so sorry for your loss of Jack. Sending hugs and prayers to you at this difficult time.

 

[ELubas]

I am so so sorry for your loss. It is is hard to see them go so young. I lost my Ailis Girl at 3 to ARVC. It was undiagnosed and she collapsed and was gone. I know all about blaming yourself :( Remember how much Jack loved you and how he hated to see you sad and try to smile for him. He is beside you and always will be-I believe they leave a piece of their soul with us. I hope sweet memories help ease your sadness. God speed Jack and stay safe at the bridge until Mom sees you again.

 

[joannaryan]

So sorry for your loss, sending HUGS your way.

 

[gqneon]

Poor Jack! I'm sorry you've been through this experience, and especially so early in your time together... Know that he is pain free at the Bridge, now, and he knows that you didn't do anything but right by him. There was no way either of you could have known, I'm sure. Run free, sweet pup. You're well received up there!

 

[Roge]

How sad... I am so sorry for your loss..
Godspeed sweet Boy...

 

[Marty G]

It is so sad when we are forced to face this with the one that have loved us with all they hade and were. I am sorry for your loss and the pain you feel now. I am now just getting a Boxer after losing my own Buddy a none Boxer almost 8 years ago. Tell now I would not let a wrinkled face into my heart but a stray did just that last week and so she now has a home for good. As you heal may the time and healing come to were a new furry face also brings you new happiness also not to replace but to add to all the times Jack already gave you?
Hugs

 

[brodieboxer]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Don't beat yourself up - dogs often hide their pain very well. We lost our boxer, Duke, several years ago to cancer, and by the time we knew how serious it was, it was too late. Eventually, your pain will subside, and you'll remember only the good times!

RIP Jack!

 

[GDOGS1]

So sorry for your loss of Jack.will keep you in our thoughts and prayers during this most difficult time.run forever free Jack and Godspeed.