My Jake too ..
I share your grief and bitter pain. My Jake was just put to sleep this Saturday afternoon .. lymphoma as well in his lungs, and he fought so hard to live .. He was a an abused Boxer we adopted out of a Georgia shelter .. we fell in love with him and he was happy with us for 3 years .. Putting him to sleep just ripped out my heart. As with your precious Jack, I look for Jake in every room and the house is just not the same. I look for him and feel the total emptiness .. I cry even when I am not crying. He was the joy in our lives and the house is so empty without his exuberance and energy. The void he left is unbelievable .. I hug you through this and please know this Boxer mom is feeling the same thing as you are .. the sadness is just so deep .. I pray they know how very much we love them and miss them .. maybe they are together .. we will see them again when it's our time .. remember the good times and please know you are not alone .. I am grieving too ... and yes, we miss our babies with every beat of our hearts ... Bless your Jack and my Jake .. and please accept my deepest condolences .. I too feel the unbearable sadness that has settle in my heart ... *Carol