I'm so sorry my beautiful Kuma

[craZ4HERKIE]

I can barely see to type through my tears...today I was taking the trash out and thought I had pulled the door closed, apparently I hadn't. My sly little Kuma, always with the watchful eye noticed and slipped out the door. I called for him, he ignored me...never quite learning recall. Herkie ran out the door also, but he came to me. I live on Sugar Creek Rd in Charlotte, a very busy road. I got Herkie back into the house, and went after Kuma, hoping he wouldn't notice me, if he saw me then he'd run farther. After all Ma...we're just playing right? Before I could catch him, he ran into oncoming traffic...both directions. I could do nothing but drop to my knees and scream. I was helpless to stop it, Kuma I am soooo sorry. I saw it all, I don't know if I will be able to sleep anymore, it just keeps replaying in my head. And of course, the "people" who hit him just kept going. Some poor older man stopped and tried to help me, but we could do nothing but get his broken body from the street. I am inconsolable right now. I've taken his body to the vet to be cremated. And here I am at work, I can't stay out, because I'm on probation. And I really didn't want to be at home, I felt I needed to be around people.

Kuma, how will I ever live without you? You are such a beautiful , sweet , little boy! All you ever wanted to do was run, run wild, run free now my sweet angel. You gave me unconditional love and I failed you. I'm so sorry my beautiful boy. I know you thought I loved Herkie more, but Herkie has had health problems and required and different type of attention. You, on the other hand, were the picture of health....never a problem in the world. You are my low maintenance boy. Chase all the squirrels you want now, kuma-kuma! Mama loves you. Run wild and free beautiful boy! Godspeed Kuma

 

[Vela]

Jessica, I am so sorry. I know how much you went through when your boyfriend gave Kuma away and how you were able to get him back. I know things have been hard with the breakup and the move and that your boys are your life. I am so so sorry this happened. Godspeed Kuma, your mommy loved you very much.

 

[kit02]

I am sooo sorry for your loss. My heart is breaking for you. I will light a candle tonight for Kuma. My thoughts are with you...

 

[bkidd]

How sad!

To Kuma's mom: How sad! My heart is heavy with yours! I too have lost a friend due to a mistake. Don't be too hard on yourself!!!!!! Time will ease your pain. God bless your poor aching heart!

 

[Evie&Adam]

O jess, I dont even know what to say. So sorry for your loss - godspeed kuma!

 

[2boxersnow]

I am SO, SO, SO VERY SORRY for your loss. Take care and my prayers are with you.

 

[magoo's_mama]

oh no!

That is such terrible news. What can anyone say to console someone who has experienced and witnessed such a loss. I am so sorry, make sure to give Herkie some extra love as I'm sure he is missing his pal too.
You didn't not fail your boy, terrible accidents happen, He knew how much you loved him.

 

[Austin's Mom]

Oh Jessica I'm so very, very sorry. I can't even begin to imagine your pain. ((hugs))

 

[Madison's Mom]

I'm so sorry for your loss of Kuma. Please don't beat yourself up, accidents happen some times no matter how hard we try.

You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[Julie P.]

Kuma, you'll be missed so very much.

I visited your picture gallery earlier this a.m. and I am having trouble believing this has happened to you. I wish so much to make what happen go away...words could never say how truly sorry I am feeling. The one thing that Magic's death taught me was to be kinder to myself. When the "I wish I would have done things differently" haunt me I try to remember how much I loved her and would never have done one thing to hurt her. I know that you gave Kuma your very best, you loved him. The days ahead are going to be so hard for you; please know that all of us here on BW feel your pain. Goodbye sweet Kuma you were loved so very much.
With tears...