I'm a nervous wreck!!!!

[BoxerDudz811]

I'm freaking out! Stress always seem to come in big giant groups for me. First off I have to take my mom to the Dr. today, and I don't know why. When she was there last time they took bloodwork. (usually to test her medicine levels) I got a call a couple of days ago saying the Dr. wanted her to come back in...the receptionist is a bitch and I was running really late so I didn't get a chance to ask why, I'm so scared something is wrong! If the doctor asks you to come back in does that always mean something really bad is wrong? She has had so many health problems recently and with the holidays coming....

Then, I finish my last pack of birth control pills on Sunday and I have no health insurance and I am 100% broke! My gyno is usually a stickler on getting an appointment before she'll write you a new script and I CANNOT afford that right now...the last thing I need is to get pregnant! :o

Also, I got a ltter from work the other day saying that I need to do all of these new trainings and reading materials by Jan 31st or I can lose my job...I'm so worried...I need to recertify CPR, read like 300 pages on the "new" laws concerning caring for people with disabilities and go in for all of these video trainings...as if I don't have full schedule already!

Finally, I was sick with the flu from Friday until yesterday, I tried to stick it out and go to my other job as a bartender on Saturday and I ended up vomiting in the garbage can in front of all the costumers! I called in the other girl to work for me and on the way home as I'm driving in a complete daze (probably shouldn't have been on the road) my check engine light comes on in my car! UGH!

Sorry for the vent but I'm so stressed right now that I'm literally shaking! Please send vibes that everything is okay with my mom and that everything will work out for me...I just want to cry when I think of everything and I have seen how well BW vibes have helped others...Thanks guys!

 

[Poohsmom]

Sending a ton of positive vibes your way. Hope all is ok with your mom and that things get better for you soon
Take care and know that we're all here for you.

Sue and the kids,Pooh,Bownser,Dozer & Cissy

 

[kelseighgirl]

Sending lots of good vibes your way and I hope all is well with your mom.
As far as the birthcontrol....go to a health clinic or planned parenthood or something, they should be able to give you some pills or atleast free condoms!!!

Hang in there..it will get better

 

[mancin]

Sending good vibes to you!! I hope all is well w/ your mom. My mom has a lot of health problems as well, so I know how scary it can be when the doctor wants you to "come in again". Hopefully it's nothing serious and he just wants to talk to you guys face/face.
And I agree w/ kelseighgirl for the birth control! Good idea!
Tyson also sends healing vibes and lots of slobbery boxer kisses!

 

[kactus]

you have to pay for birth control pills?? thats the worst thing ever. what do they just want millions of unwanted babies? they are free here for life. the only medication that is unless your over 65 or under 16 (or on benefits)
i would hate to have to pay for them.

good vibess from us too.. bail;ey sends a lick or too.
dont know if youve got a beach nearby but when i feel over stressed i take bailey to the beach. something about it just seems to put things into perspective for me. i just feel humbled and realise that although my problems are big to me at the time its just a tiny bit of the world and and a tiny bit of my life too.
try to get some time out for you too. sometimes it so hard dealing with all the other stuff thats going on that you forget about yourself. its important to have some time to be youself.
hope you feel better soon x

 

[lexintitus]

I wish we didn't have to pay for birth control pills! For the people I know, the average price is $25.00 a month. Ridiculous

I really hope things get better for you soon. They always do. It just takes time. Try to do something relaxing each day. I know you get crushed for time but reading those 300 pages makes it a little more bearable when you're doing it while having a lovely bubble bath.

 

[BoxerDudz811]

Thank you all sooooo much for the vibes!! Thank You Thank You Thank You! They defiantly helped!

We went to my moms appointment and it ended up being her Cholesterol...it wasn't even that high! Yay! The Dr. just wanted to talk to us about making some diet changes so she doesn't have to go on meds! What a relief!

A little bit ago my friend Rick came over to see why my engine light came on in the car. Turnsout its the Oxygen sensor...a quick fix that Rick can do (for free! What an awesome guy!) And its only 12 bucks for the part! Whew

Plus, I decided to chance it and call my gyno and see if she would write my me a script for a few months of the pill...I was gonna explain about my insurance and that I should have it by then yada yada yada...anyway when I called the machine picked up so I just lef a message that I needed a refill...I just called the pharmacy and she called it in!! I'm so excited, I dunno how many month she gave me but at least I won't have to worry about it for a little while here!

What a difference a day and some AWESOME BW vibes make! You people are great! Thank you so much for being there for me...I know you guys and your vibes are the reason all is well!

I do still have to think about the work thing but it makes it sooo much easier when all the other stuff is off my plate!

Soooo happy!

 

[Austin's Mom]

What a relief girl! See, things are looking up already!