I took him to OSU vet ER to have the lump checked out, there was no way I was getting any sleep until he saw a dr. Stiil have to wait on Pathology to read the slides but the dr gave a probable diagnosis of soft tissue sarcoma. She said she saw a lot of 'spindles' on the slide and that's an indicator of this type of cancer. I can't believe I have any tears left to cry but I'm still crying. He's my best friend, and I know he's 8 but I need him around for a lot longer. I have to call at 6am to schedule an appt with the Oncologist. I feel like the worst Boxer mom ever that this large a mass was on his elbow and I didn't notice it sooner. :(
Will keep you updated.
I can agree & disagree. I can agree from experience that you "feel like the worst Boxer mom ever" however,I disagree & say that you're not the worst dog mom ever.
It'll be 2 yrs in February 2010 that I lost my AKC White German Shepherd Cheyanne. She was just 8, and was the most loyal & lovable dog I've ever owned. In late September of 2007 Cheyanne gradually began to cough, but mostly it seemed worse while indoors. For some reason I foolishly assumed that it was allergies or environmental things, but it wasn't.
Finally in late December 07 to early January 08, her coughing went from intermittent to frequent & strong. Then it dawned on me - Heart trouble! I had that gut feeling because I once had a dog with heart worms "back in the day" before any emphasis was put on heart worm prevention. Anyway, to make a long story a bit shorter, I was correct. Cheyanne was diagnosed with Congestive Heart Failure. A case of CHF that went months without treatment or diagnosis, and in my case I should have known better having heard that familiar "heart cough" years ago, but I let her down. She died exactly 1 week before turning 9. I was 38 at the time and I cried like a baby when she passed on.
Just don't place too much blame on yourself. These things happen & hindsight is ALWAYS 20/20. I'm sure Hugo knows how much you love him and he's probably aware that the people around him are helping him.
I'll keep you in my thoughts, especially knowing how tough times like these can be. Best wishes & best of luck, Roger.