Happy Anniversary, Snubby

[dafzichu]

Snubby-

One year ago today, at 6pm, was the very first time we laid eyes on either other. It was love at first site for both of us. I remember being at Karen, your foster mom's house and watching you play with your baby, you loved your babies so much, you even learned to know them by name! Karen was so sad to see you go and it wasn't until nine months later I understood her tears.

You have been gone just under five months and I am still struggling with my grief. You died right there in front of me and I felt so helpless and I still continue to wonder if there was something I could have done to save you. If I had just scheduled the cardiologist recheck sooner or taken you to the vet b/c I had a feeling something was wrong or tried CPR. I know none of those things will bring you back, but I just can't seem to come to terms with you standing there and just collapsing and me not being able to do anything but tell you how much I love you. I am haunted by that memory and my heart breaks anew each time I relive it.

I don't know if I will ever feel for another dog what I felt for you. You were my soulmate. I liked to hang out with you more then even my human friends. I loved to just hold you, sit with you, sleep with you, walk with you, go shopping with you. I miss coming home and seeing you on the chair, ears forward, waiting for me. I miss how shiny and silky your fur was and how wonderfully you smelled. I thought you would be with me for a long time, but time was not on our side. I can say we made the most of it, though, every moment we could, we were together. Snubby, I just really hope you understand how much I loved you, there is no doubt you loved me that much back and if I could sell my soul to have you back, I would, in a second.

I hope you are having fun up there, with Gertie and Spike. I love and miss you so much. You were the love and the light of my life and I hate having to live without you. The day when I see you again, I think my heart will explode. Happy Anniversary Snub-a-love-a-gus.

 

[Murp.mm]

As I read your post tears filled my eyes. I know that Snubby was very special to you. I looked at your pic and I could tell how much she meant to you. You are a very special person to have adopted three rescues. You are an angel in disquise. You have given your heart to these boxers when noone else could or would. How special is that!! Snubby loved you so much that is so plan to see and Gertie as well but I think Snubby stole a major part of it. Now you have Mindy who is absolutely adorable. She is boxer mix but I think mostly boxer. I have a feeling it won't be long before you'll have another rescue. Although it feels helpless now things will change and you will feel better but never. never forgetting those who have gone before who brought so much love to our lives. Take care and I'm so sad for you. God Bless

 

[winn dixie]

i hope in time you will find peace...but,i know for now your grief will not allow it....these blessed beings who journey with us ,for a while,will live forever in our hearts...i truly feel there will be another rescue ,in your life,with snubby's blessings...thoughts and prayers are sent your way...

 

[Rileyboy]

April, I'm truly sorry for you loss.. I read your tribute with tears and I know how you feel, Because our First Boxer Riley was truly my best friend and the best dog/human that I ever owned ..We had a very special bond like I never felt before with any of other fur babies, it was just different even though I love my other babies I can't explain the difference its like he knew what I felt and I him when I gazed into his soulful eyes.. We only got to have him in our life for a short time as he was 3 when he left on his rainbowbridge journey one of the hardest days of my life, I felt cheated, I loved deeply him like one of my kids and in that short time he went through a few surgeries to have lumps removed and I remember the long wait each to find out if it was Cancer.. When he got sick I was devestated to say the least We spent lots of Money trying to save my special boy, and it wasn't enough even though I was very hopeful even until the end which was only 6 days in the Vet Hospital and he even turned 3 yrs in the hospital.. so there wasn't much celebating on his Birthday.. I know the guilt you feel too that we didn't do enough or get them the help they needed soon enough.. they are always the what ifs.. But you know You did the best for your Snubby you gave her a home, your love, your heart, She was truly loved and I believe she knew that.. and you've had to endure a heartful of sadness with 3 babies going to the bridge.. I hope you can find comfort in knowing that they are all together romping and playing until the day they see you again. No matter if we get to grow older with our babies or only have them in our lives for a short time I still believe there is nothing better then being loved by a Boxer they love you with their all and even though some of us have to loose our babies at a young age, I'm greatful that Riley was in my life because he showed me how wonderful this breed truly is.. I'll miss him forever but wouldn't have changed having him in my life as I'm sure you feel about Snubby ((( Many Hugs))) Posting with BW members helped me to cope when Riley went to the brridge so hopefully sharing my story will give you a little comfort in knowing your not alone and that BW members truly understand your sorrow.. Run Free Snubby Spike and Gertie Paw prints for ever in our hearts lovicon~ Vickie

 

[Slobberchops]

Hugs for you April,thinking of you today,rest in peace sweet Snubby

 

[ELubas]

So sorry for you on this sad day. Lost a sweet girl the same way and know how sad and lonely it is. Do not look back except to remember your sweet Snubby and happier days. She is in your heart always and you will see her again. Sending gentle boxer wiggles to you. God rest your sweet boxer angel soul Snubby

 

[My Boxer]

I know how you feel, I lost my sweet Greta the same way. Run free sweet Snubby

 

[kljarvis]

I am thinking of you on this day. Sending a huge hug your way. RIP dear sweet Snubby

 

[AmyDonnelly]

Im crying my eyes out....what a beautiful tribute to your friend. Im at a loss for words, your post was so moving I can't put it into words. God bless ALL of you......