Cami
Boxer Insane
I'm so friggin mad right now.....and startled, in shock and disbelief.
Was petting Raine and felt "something" and immediately had that sinking feeling I had experienced so many times with Cami.
Took me a second to find it again....always the case.
I have not looked at it yet. Too terrified plus we all know how hard those very small, skin colored lumps are to see in their short hair. It's on her back just an inch or so away from her spine. Her hair in that area has always been a bit rougher in texture so I was really hoping it was that but I can't deny what I felt no matter how small it is.
I would love to say that I am not going to bother with it for the typical 3 day "wait and see" period but knowing me I will have the clippers out tonight and shave that area so I can get a better look.....but I don't want to see it.
I look at her sweet, adorable....but naughty face and don't want her to know what I am feeling right now.
DH will just tell me that it is all in my head. He won't even feel the lump. I know it is just a coping mechanism for him but this can't be ignored.
I need some magical fairy dust to make this all go away.
Was petting Raine and felt "something" and immediately had that sinking feeling I had experienced so many times with Cami.
Took me a second to find it again....always the case.
I have not looked at it yet. Too terrified plus we all know how hard those very small, skin colored lumps are to see in their short hair. It's on her back just an inch or so away from her spine. Her hair in that area has always been a bit rougher in texture so I was really hoping it was that but I can't deny what I felt no matter how small it is.
I would love to say that I am not going to bother with it for the typical 3 day "wait and see" period but knowing me I will have the clippers out tonight and shave that area so I can get a better look.....but I don't want to see it.
I look at her sweet, adorable....but naughty face and don't want her to know what I am feeling right now.
DH will just tell me that it is all in my head. He won't even feel the lump. I know it is just a coping mechanism for him but this can't be ignored.
I need some magical fairy dust to make this all go away.
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