Didn't think my second post here would be on this part of the site.

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AimeeS

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Harley~ April 2004- Jan 24, 2011

Harley was born in GA in April 2004. I was single and in the military. I had just lost my last boxer, Duke, a month or so before and I admit it left a hole that Harley worked to fill.

Harley was a terror to have. I don't think his years as a "good dog" ever equaled out the years he was a "bad dog".. lol.

When he first met my husband, things didn't go well. He ate my husband's deceased father's hat. I think it was a territorial thing.

Harley was there protecting me through my first pregnancy. He cuddled on my tummy and loved my son the day we brought him home. Nikolaus could crawl all over him, pull his ears, poke his eyes.. you name it.

When my second one came along Harley was there. We spent hours on the farm, Harley never ran, he frolicked. his floppy ears in the wind. I would like to think that is what he is doing now..

Harley got sick in December. I noticed he wasn't eating as much as before and was sleeping a lot. I took him in to the vet and they saw he was backed up so they gave him an enema. lol we all laughed because he was like a new dog after that! I thought we dodged a bullet. But a few weeks later he didn't seem much better. I can't remember now how many trips we made to the vet, how many x-rays he got or how many tests they ran. Everything came back that his WBC was really high. Harley lost 10lbs in a month. Saturday before last I took him back in to see the vet. They did more x-rays and thought they saw masses. They scheduled surgery to see if there was anything they could find. I thought I would lose him last week. I was so sad. They called me and said they didn't find anything. Me being naive thought that was really really good new. I remember feeling so blessed that God answered my prayers. They stitched him up and sent him home. He was SO happy to come home!

This past week he never got better and yesterday took a turn for the worse. He stopped eating and would tense up when you went to pet him (instead of his normal tail/butt wag). I slept with him on the couch last night and didn't think he would make it through the night. His legs were getting told, his mouth was cold, his tongue was cold (he licked my tears). I just looked at him and spent time with him and knew, as much as it hurt me, this was it.

I got my kids around him and we all laid with him and pet him. I took pictures of our good-bye.

I know I did the right thing, but it hurts. The house seems empty and I can't help but to keep looking where he was always sleeping, these last few months especially, and expecting him to be there. I wonder what he is doing. Is he happy? Is he okay? Does he miss us? I can't stop crying. This just sucks.

When I figure out how to post pics I'll post.
 
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Lisa H

Completely Boxer Crazy
We are so sorry for your loss. Please know that you did the right thing and that he is happy and healthy again. Your family now has a new guardian Angel. Hugs!

Lisa and Justice
 

Cami

Boxer Insane
I am so very sorry for your loss.
Your boy is still doing his job.....watching over you and your family.
I wish you peace.
 

GDOGS1

Boxer Insane
So sorry for your loss of Harley,will keep you in ourthoughts and prayers during this most difficult time.run forever free Harley and Godspeed.
 

johann

Boxer Insane
I'm so sorry for your family's loss. I'm sure Harley is still watching over you.

Know that you did the right thing for him, even though it is unbelieveably hard for you.
 

RoxiesEcho

Boxer Insane
I'm so sorry for your loss. Sometimes the best things we can do for them are the hardest things for us to handle.

angelicon Run free Harley
 
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