A year without my Harley :(

[luvmrhead]

Today is one year that we lost our beloved Harley. He was my husbands and my first baby. While it sometimes seems like forever ago........its still so very raw. I have been dreading this day for a couple weeks. I woke up feeling ill. It's only a "date" on the calendar.....but it will always be a gloomy day for me. I thought that after a year of grieving, it would get easier. It hasnt. I still cry a couple times a week. Of course we always think/talk about the good times with Harley........that was every day for us. He was such an INCREDIBLE dog. In many ways.........I swear he was more human than dog! I miss his company, his smell, his goofiness, that face and those flapppers (as we called his gowls), those ears and stinky frito-paws......I miss everything. Im still lost w/out him. My husband woke early this morning w/ our son and said for the first time in 9 months......he "smelled" Harley. And he hasnt really spoken much about Harley since his death. It was kinda comforting. Although, I wished it was me that smelled him :( If I could only have one more day w/ him. He left so suddenly and I still feel guilty about not knowing what was happening/what would happen. I still cannot even process the thought of getting a new baby. Not yet. Maybe one day.

Harley - Mommy misses you so incredibly much. I hope and pray that you are happy and running free! I hope and pray that I will see you again some day. I love you baby boy!

 

[zomo]

Harley is looking down over you with a big goofy boxer smile. I wish you comfort in your many good memories of him. Run free at the bridge sweet Harley.

 

[TossBranAbi]

Today is also the anniversary of my baby leaving me so I know exactly how you feel. I am two years out though and yes it still does feel raw but I can tell you with time it does get better. It is amazing how they steal a piece of our hearts. Hugs and well wishes to you and your family on this incredibly hard day.

 

[TossBranAbi]

I also wanted to let you know that I lit a candle for Harley.

 

[K8IE]

Sending you a big ((hug)) on this day. I too woke up with the gloomy and sad feeling realizing it was also a year since my boy Killian had to leave us. I know how hard it is. I am sure that our boxer babies are all together and watching over us now.

 

[Rileyboy]

Sending your family (((Hugs))) as you remember your Boy Harley today. My Riley left on his RB Journey 3 years on Jan 1st and it is easier then it was on the 1st year, but the pain of lossing our best friends is always with us it, as time goes by. our hearts do heal a little more and our sorrow does lessen, even though we miss them so, it becomes easier to think of their wonderful memories and have some smiles mixed in with our tears on their RB anniversary as we remember our very loved &very missed babies at the bridge..

Run Free handsome Harley romping with all our babies at the bridge

 

[winn dixie]

in loving memory of harley

 

[Gruntsmom]

Thinking of you and sending you hugs. I remember when you lost Harley and how sad I was for you. Losing such a vital and special part of your life must be so painful. Time and knowing that his spirit is always with you will heal. I will light a candle in memory of your Beloved Boy.

 

[catcrazy56]

Sending hugs your way I remember this vividly because my Harley almost died the same day he lived another 7 months and I still cry for him evenj though I have my other dogs he was still my best. I hope in time you can love another

 

[pammyjean]

Still cry..........

Hugs to you and your family, I know just how you feel....... its nearly a year since my sweet Missy Ginty went to rainbow bridge, I still cry for her, listen out for her.......... Harley and Missy Ginty are playing with the other boxer angels....... have fun my sweet angels.

Pammyjean and Saska xxx