I have not been posting here as much as I used to but I had to come let you all know that I lost my boy this morning. Tango was 10 and 4 weeks ago his vet diagnosed him with a brain tumor. He was on pheno and had not had a seizure since the meds began. They didnt know how long he had or even if this would kill him. This morning he woke me up breathing oddly. I knew by the look in his eyes that it was the end. I held him and told him that he could stop fighting that mama was going to be ok and that I loved him. I talked about how he had taken care of me for the past 10 years and now it was time for him to rest. About 15 minutes after our talk he gave a sigh and put his nose into my neck..then he was gone. I truly dont know what I will do without him. He has been a huge part of my life for so long. I'm struggling with going to bed tonite because his spot is empty. I have had many calls and emails today I didnt realize how many other people's lives he had touched. Thats been a good feeling. Can you guys send me some good thoughts to get me thru the holidays? I really am going to miss my baby. There have been a few times over the years he was my only reason for being here. I like to think he got me thru that and now he knows I'm going to be fine on my own. Our animals are sent here for a reason i beleive...and I thank god that he found me and I let him in my life but most of all that he let me share his life too. rest in peace little man..mama loves you always!