Stupid Cancer

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SabrinaMN

Boxer Booster
Hi all. I'm new here, but am going to just jump in.

Two weeks ago we lost our white Boxer, Isis. I had gotten her years ago for my dh's college graduation. I had no idea about colors or much about the breed in general. I knew the basics and a few rumors.

Isis lived to be almost 8. She died just 2 months shy of her 8th birthday. It was very fast and unexpected. At age 5 she had a cancer mass removed from her vulva. At age 6.5, she had a cancer tumor removed from her outer thigh. She had a non functioning thyroid and took medicine daily. She was always fed good dog food, but I went grain free after she had her first cancer removed.

Two weeks ago Isis started having bouts of excessive drool and foaming at the mouth. At first I thought she had gotten into the trash or drank out of a dirty toilet. (kids, what can I say ;) Other than this, she was acting fine. She was eating, active, playing and had no behavioral changes. The episodes would last 1-2 minutes. This went on for 2 days. I then started to think she had an abscessed tooth or ulcer. She then started to drool/foam and it did not stop for 10 mins. At that moment I rushed her to the emergency hospital. She drooled the whole way in the car. Oh and I should mention that she started pacing and panting at this time. They took her right back. I waited with my 2 year old son for 25 mins when the vet called me back. She said that it was something in her brain. This is when everything started to feel even more surreal. She said it was either a lesion on the brain or a tumor. She said we could do a spinal tap the next day at a dog Neurologists, but it would 5k and more. She then said it would only tell us what she was already suspecting. My husband showed up and talked with the vet 20 mins later. We went out to the car and cried, trying to figure out the next step. At this point we had decided to bring her home and take her to the Neurologist the next day. That's when the nurse came out and said she was seizing and going down fast. My husband went in and the doc said she was in the middle of her second seizure and no meds were helping her come out of it. She said she was going down very rapidly. It was only a matter of time. We opted to Euthanize her then. They got her calm enough to bring to my husband. He held her head and her chest. He told her how much we loved her and then her heart began to race. The doc said she could hear him. (I was in the car with our 3 kids at this point) He then felt her heart slow and stop.
I forgot to add that the vets at the hospital had spoken to the Neurologist about her and he agreed that it was likely a brain tumor.
She was cremated and home the next morning.
I talked with her regular vet and he said we did the right thing. It was likely the same cancer she had already had, but this one popped up in her brain.
She was the single best dog I've ever had. We decided to get a new puppy right away. More for the sake of our children and our daughter was turning 7. So, we now have a male flashy fawn named, Chaucer. He is 7 weeks old and adorable. Isis will never be replaced, but the house was empty. Even with 3 kids, 2 adults and 1 dog, the house was empty. Amazing.
Time can do amazing things for the heart. I can talk about her without crying now. I still have her poop in my garden. It's hard to believe she's been gone this long and that is still out there. Weird, I know, but still odd to me.

Anyway. I just wanted to share this to inform others of our experience with our Boxer's cancer. I know this was long, but I hope it's informative to someone. I look forward to chatting with you all as we rear our new little man.

Sabrina
 

Lizzie

Boxer Insane
I am very sorry for your loss. Run free at the bridge Isis angelicon
But congratulations on your new pup
 

Cami

Boxer Insane
I am so sorry for your loss.
I can totally relate to the poo still being in the yard. When I lost Cami in Feb. it was just pretty much frozen and I wouldn't let hubby clean it up when the spring thaw came. Somewhere in my mind a part of her remains in her yard that she loved so very much.
New additions show us that even a broken heart is still capable of love.
Congrats on your new pup.
 

Gatorblu

Boxer Insane
I am so sorry for your loss of Isis. It is obvious how much you love her. I am sure Chaucer will help heal your heart and bring you many more new wonderful memories.
 

AKboxermom

Boxer Buddy
So sorry for your loss

I am so sorry to hear about your loss! I too lost my girl to a brain tumor. I spent time at the er vet and also got a second opinion prior to letting her go. When we did let her go it was so peaceful but I too cry almost daily thinking about her! Tommorrow is one month my girl has been gone and it does get easier but you always remember your special pup! Take care (and by the way I am guessing you are a dental hygienist!) I saw the dh grad part! (me too:)

Sarah Hanna and Thor
 

SabrinaMN

Boxer Booster
Thank you!

I wanted to add that the next day, my 7 year old and I went to get a book called Dog Heaven. When we walked out of the store, she looked up and told me to look as well. There was a rainbow. I had been asking and praying for a sign that we did the right thing and that she was ok. My dd had never seen a real rainbow before. It was gone seconds later. I felt a weight lifted from me at that moment. I smiled and cried all at once. I had never heard of the Rainbow Bridge before this. Pretty amazing stuff.
 

Roge

Boxer Insane
oh im so sorry for your loss its tough for all your family, of course you did the right thing and im glad that you got a signe.Enjoy your new little fella he will not replace a special dog like Isis but will bring a lot of joy to you and your family and will find his owne little space in your heart.
 

ELubas

Boxer Insane
I am so, so sorry for your sudden loss. Your Isis sounds like a wonderful girl. I hope sweet memories of her comfort you and your family. Good luck with your new little one-I believe a little bit of our dogs lives on in the next one that finds us. God speed sweet Isis
 

ZoeRestorick

Boxer Insane
(Tears.) I am so sorry. It hits me so much harder because I lost my own Isis almost two years ago - she was 14, but still too young to me. She was also the best dog I ever had, my daughter, the love of my life. Now my baby son and I have adopted sweet little Rhys, a year and a half ago. She is amazing and it definitely is healing to love another Boxer, but the pain of the loss never really goes away.

Always remember your precious girl and the beautiful sign she sent you in that rainbow! I think she was telling you that she is at peace and wanted you to know it, and be at peace too.

Hugs to Chaucer from Rhys! :)

xo Zoe
 
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