Still missing Rock

[Rocky's-Mom]

I know what you are saying. I was talking about our Rocky today and there I stood crying. I just can't talk about him without tears...although I know it had to be I miss him terribly. Hang in there!

 

[bindeegirl]

I had (and still do) a very hard time as well dealing with other people when I lost Brock a few weeks ago. I guess it is sad that people never experience that kind of love. People think I am nuts when they see the urn on my mantle and his pics plastered everywhere. They especially freak when I tell them I will never bury his ashes because me and Mike made a promise with each other that whoever dies first he will beburied wth one of us... I even went as far as to tell my mom God forbid, but if we die in an accident or something she is to put him with me. He was just like one of the kids to me. Then we got Bindee in December and alot of the replies I got was "well you have another dog " ...I tell ya I came really close to becoming violent at certain times when people acted like I as a nutso!! It still is a constant ache. We absolutley are nuts about Bindee and Milo, but I tell ya I got Brock when I was single and me and him had a bond that I dont think I will ever have again and I HATE that! But then again...I cherish that as well.

 

[Rock's Ma]

OMG! That's what we are doing with Rock's ashes. They are to be buried with me or Randy, as are all others that follow. Our friends would think we are crazy. I must say our friends were sympathetic when Rock died, they loved him too.

 

[bindeegirl]

I think I just mourned so hard for my Brock that people couldn't understand it. We put him down March 11th .... his favorite treat was popcorn. We would try to slip into the pantry and be as quiet as possible to grab a bag to pop. I know there were a few times we did it with no noise but somehow he would always know! Then after we popped it we would throw it into the air and he would catch it. That was my favorite game we played with Brock...also because it was my favorite snack so nightly we had to have a bag. Since that day I have not been able to bear to smell or pop a bag. I feel horrible because DH and kids are dying for some but I just cant do it yet without him!! I guess there is a good point to this... I have been able to shed a few pounds!! LOL