I beleive God answers all of our prayers, sometimes the answers we receive are not those that we want them to be. But God knows better than we do and if he hadn't answered your prayers then I don't beleive your boy would still be here. He is fighting a terrible fight and is doing really well consdiering so I think God has answered your prayers, you were able to have a wonderful holiday with your boy. It is a great blessing that you have been able to have him around this much longer and in such good health that he has enjoy while being in remission. I know I am not going through it right now but I know sometimes it really is hard to beleive that God hears us and he does care and does do things for our benefit, even if we don't see it at the time. Don't ever give up hope and don't stop praying for your boy. We will all be praying for him and for you to help heal your heart for what is to come. Unfortunately we all must go through the pain of losing those we love and it is always SO hard. I am very sorry this has happened, I know it's a hard thing to go through but you are doing and have done everything possible and Riggo knows that. Enjoy his lovely face as long as you can. Take joy in each day you have with him. When the time comes remember that you will see him again. I truly beleive that. God bless and I am wishing Riggo a long and happy time still here on earth.