Ug!
What a mess i've created. Yes, unfortunately the kitty did not survive, however it happened in an INSTANT and i am certain it didn't suffer.
I noticed immediately that Joe wants to chase anything with legs and fur or feather. I keep him away from anything he could harm, human, animal, etc. The ONLY reason this incident occurred is because i had NO IDEA there was a cat in the bush...they usually run away, i couldn't see it and thought he was sniffing around to go potty.
Let me clarify. 1) I LIVE IN THE CITY!!! I do not have a yard, Joe gets exercise jogging and walking with me. I cannot and will not, not walk him. Most people in my neighborhood are afraid of dogs. I have yet to run across another leashed dog on our walks, we pass a few dogs on peoples back porches, Joe just makes sure he marks a bush or tree where they can see him doing it and goes his own way, i found out about his child and dog aggression issues when i took him camping and another person in our party had brought their dog. With that said and done. Joe and I will not be going camping if others are bringing dogs, or getting a tent site far away from other dogs. I do not have children, but do have friends with children, with that said and done, i will be crating Joe when my friends come over with the kids. The odd thing about him is he has absolutely NO AGGRESSION issues INSIDE the house. Once someone is INSIDE it's like they've been best friends forever, he will roll over, play, put his head on your lap, ignore you, whatever. Joe's problems are ONLY OUTSIDE & on a leash. Does that mean i'm not going to take him outside on a leash anymore? NO!
2) I am not a millionaire. I can afford the vet bills, i can afford the dog walker when needed, trips to the dog wash and his monthly heartworm and occassional ear and eye drops. I checked prices for these 'behaviorists' and i can't justify doing it. If i am doing Joe a disservice and/or not providing a proper environment by not obtaining one of these for him, i may need to look into re-homing him. I am willing to take the time and effort to work with him and give him all the love in the world...and if his hips go out, his kidneys shut down, his heart murmurs...fine, I'll raid my savings to pay to keep him healthy...i'll pay for more time and for him to live comfortably...but i can't sustain the load of a behaviorist...unless i am willing to give up my own $400/mo. therapist...which i won't, only one of us can be crazy and it's not going to be me (those of you with therapists will understand).
My only solution at this point is to continue to love him, keep an eye on him and continue to introduce him to people...INSIDE. I am still debating on the muzzle after reviewing the Aggression issue threads posted on this site. I don't want to 'break his spirit' or crush him emotionally. If Joe needs to be in a 1 dog, child-free household...i can provide that. I am saddened that i can't take him with me to the lake to play with other dogs, or to functions, or to more populated fun spots, but he still goes to the lake and i just stay far away from other people. We still have good fun jogs, i can still put him on a 25ft. lead in an open lot and play fetch. He doesn't seem to mind that i can tell.