I feel very upset...
I just dropped Ellie off at the vets and i can't explain this feeling that i have i feel physically sick... Ellie wasn't the dog that we all know and love, she was timid, scared and shaking like crazy.. i'm just choked!!!
She wouldn't allow any of the nurses to touch her and i had to take her through to the kennels in that back of the surgery... she looked at me with her big sad eyes.. and i felt that she was questioning me as to why i had brought her there again.. and why i was leaving her... She kept licking and kissing me which felt like she was pleading for me to take her.
I'm praying with all my heart she is going to come through this without it mentally scarring her.. i think its all taking its toll on her... i feel like a bad mum even though i know there is nothing i can do.
Now again i have a long wait to pick my baby up and an anxious wait for the results....
I'll keep you posted, thanks again for all your positive messages.
Love and best wishes,
Vicky & Ellie xxxxxxxxx