chrismangels
Boxer Pal
After Three rough weeks, our little boy is finally at the bridge. Last night he got very ill, had real heavy fever, and obviously in great pain. My wife and I stayed up all night, and in the morning he seemed rather peacefull. Later today his fever got higher and higher, and suddenly he vomited lots of blood. At this point we realised he wouldn't make it after all. So I called the vet, and asked her to put him to sleep. He suffered too hard for too long, altough he had a couple of good days during the last week. He played with me just yesterday. But after nearly 13 years with us we had to let him go. He is dead now for 3 hours, and our house seems empty like hell. We are just devestated, right now I feel that if I could give my life for him, I wouldn't hesitate a single second. He's been my dearest friend for over 12 years, and the pain we feel now is just killing us. Words are unable to discribe how I feel. My god, this cuts like a knife through my hart. Life will never be the same again. I gave him his final shot myself because I felt it was my duty to do so, and not some stranger. Slash, It has been a great honour to let us be your friend, and the joy you gave us is tremendous. You as a dog are the most wonderful human being I've ever known. I hope some people will try to understand that.
