Results.
I don't have much time, but wanted all to know I will have more input later. Autopsy is complete.. He bled to death. Vet said as soon as he opened him up, there was about a QUART of blood in his abdomen. Basically about all the blood he had in his system the vet said. These bastards didn't suture him properly, and he bled out.
I am just in shock. I have so much to do, I need to find an attorney. Although signs point to funds being an issue, but I will use every ounce of me to vindicate my precious baby. He so didn't deserve this.. and these vets deserve the severest punishment that I can find.
The autopsy vet stated that the white gums alone should have told them there was lack of blood. I am so horribly angry.
Just can't understand how this could happen to my little TaTanka, when I took EVERY PRECAUTION to make sure they took good care of him. How will I EVER be able to take my beloved pets to anyone, and know they will be in good hands? That they will once again come home to me? I'm just lost..
I have so much responsibility today, Mother's medications have nearly run out, so I must get refills, etc.. All due to my being so empty and confused, and unable to focus and function the last few days.. I must go to pick up freezer burned venison in a town 1 1/2 hrs away, from some very nice ppl that have held it for me.. for my babies.. now for my baby.. Sequoia...My heart is just so heavy...
HOWEVER.. I am determined to work diligently to do all I can to punish these ppl, and stop them from killing other animals.. I know my phone will be going every second along my trip and back.. with lawyers, advocates etc. I will not let this rest until my Precious Strong TaTanka is vindicated.
Thank you for the group hugs, and Angels for my TaTanka bug...EACH AND EVERY ONE of them, and each and every one of you have meant the difference between sanity and insanity. I am forever grateful..
I will post later...
God Bless you all.. Please give ea. of your boxer babies a hug for me today, and then send that hug up to my TaTanka, so he knows I never meant to drive him to his death that very day.. What I never told anyone, is that the photo I last took of him.. that I posted with the other photos in this thread? Well.. I remember thinking just before I took the photo, that he looked scared, or nervous.. then poo pooed my over analyzing him.. but took the picture none the less, because I figured I'd post it and say "THIS is what TaTanka thought about losing his precious "gems"." Well.. it's not funny.. it's not humorous.. it's dreadfully heartbreaking now..and his face.. his image... are all so very painful now..
I know that I did all I could to make sure he was going to be OK.. but in my heart, I still feel guilt.. and I can't help but be upset with myself...
Love you all.. and I mean that..
Karen
Sequoia
and all the rest..
PS.. I know that TaTanka would thank you all, if he could.. for all the support and kind words..