Thank you all. I've been crying all day and don't even want to be in my house. I feel trapped. I keep expecting Bandit to come around the corner and give me a kiss, but I know it won't be. I honestly don't know what to do with myself. I sang Amazing Grace to him and now I can't get the words out of my head. I would have given myself the cancer to save him, that's how much I loved him. Right now, I am empty inside.
Thank you all for the support.
Kevin