My thoughts and prayers go out to Roxy and your family tonight. I pray she comes thru surgery great and has many happy days to share with you. It's a very hard road to travel but as they grow weaker you find that you grow stronger. I cried for 2 weeks and I swear it felt like my heart was being ripped out but thanks to all the great people on here and alot of prayers and good vibes Rocky & I are fighting that old cancer monster as long as he is up to it and then when he's not we'll get rid of the cancer monster for good. Yes I still cry after 2 months...two times already tonight. You never know when or why sometimes. Tonight Rocky's had sad eyes and I started crying...it's definetley as Wanda always said a real roller coaster ride...up and down. The best bit of advise everyone gave me was spoil him, snuggle, kiss, hug, give them treat...take lots of pictures and make alot of memories to always hold in your heart. Yes I am crying again so better go ....keep me updated and we'll say a special prayer for Roxy....in boxer love...Rocky & Mom