I'm in shock!!

[Tannersthaman]

I am setting here emotionally destroyed as I am writing this....a week ago today we had to help Leo to the Bridge because some sicko threw plastic pop bottles filled with anti-freeze into my yard and he and Rachel got a hold of them (I was out of town and my brother in law was house/dog sitting). Leo was to far gone to save when my BIL realized what had happened and rushed them to the Vet. Rachel did not ingest as much so we thought there was hope, she has been at the vets office all last week with IV fluids and meds. The vets office just called and said that it is hopeless her kidneys have shut down and they want me to come and be with her as they help her to the bridge. I have seen her everyday...I thought she was getting better...I can't get off work til 5...they have her sedated (shes been sedated all week)...I do not think I can do this again...I know prolonging it is only prolonging her pain but I do not want to give her up....Lord help me to let her go...I know that she will be in a better place...I am trying as hard as I can to stop being so selfish but I do not want to let her go I need her wiggle butt to make it through life without going crazy. It has been the worst week without Leo and with Rachel being so sick. Tanner just wanders around the house like a lost soul. My children, husband, and I are destroyed and empty. Sorry so long I just really need some support! I do not know how my family will make it through the holidays without the love and support of Leo and Rachel.

 

[SoleilBxrs]

OMG Trish,

what horrible news. :( I can't believe there are such ridiculously malicious people out there. My heart breaks for your family.. we're sending ((((((HEALING VIBES)))))) your way. Come one Rachel, pull through, you can do it!

-Kat

*God Speed Leo*

 

[cody&duke]

Oh my, that is just the worst thing I have ever heard...I am speechless. I am so sorry for what you are going through. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts.

 

[debbie knowles]

Oh Trish, I am so sorry...I am sitting here at work crying right along with you. How devastated you must feel losing two babies in one week. Oh how I wish there was something I could say or do. I am so so sorry. djk

 

[mancin]

Oh no. :( What terrible news. So sorry to hear it... I can't believe people can be so disgusting. I can't even imagine what you are going through right now.... but I'm sending you healing vibes!!

 

[HD_Cruisin8]

OMG.. that is absolutely horrible. Extremely sickening. I don't see how anyone could have the mindset to do something like that. I feel so bad for you! I could NOT imagine loosing two babies in one week :( I really wish I could send you joy at a time so rough, but I know that it is probably as close to impossible as can be for anything to be/seem joyful right now! Paisley and I send hugs to you and your family. Give a big hug and kiss to Tanner for Paisley and I. I'm so sorry and I wish I could do more than type words to you:( Take care.

 

[MerryB923]

Its not fair that some horrid litterers took your babies lives so soon... stupid people do not always realize what littering can cause. My heart goes out to you and your family- I cannot even begin to imagine what you are going through. Nothing will make this better but I hope that the kind words of BW members will help you through this difficult time. Make sure to appreciate every moment with Tanner- its nice to still have him to give you a shoulder to cry on... again I am so sorry- words cannot even express my sorrow for you

 

[Bers]

So very sorry...

I'm so sorry, I just can't imagine your pain. Even though I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes right now, I'm sure it's nothing compared to your feelings. I hope you can find the strength you need right now, from wherever you can get it. Take comfort in your family, your faith, your friends, and in Tanner. Also in knowing that you are in no way to blame for what happened. People who are that sick don't deserve to share the air with the rest of us, or our precious puppies! You and your babies will be in my thoughts. Hoping for your well-being and peace of mind.

 

[ljnash]

I'm so sorry. I, too, wish there was something I could do or say to make the situation better. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[robynkendall]

Oh Trish, I am so very sorry for what you are going through. I can't believe the stupidity of some people. Please know that we are here to help you through this troubled time, and you and your babies will be in my thoughts and prayers.