Thanks so much everyone!! Things are a little better today. Your hugs and thoughts and prayers have meant so much.
Cowboy is still looking in the house for Dexter, but he's doing so much better than I am. He tries to get me to play, and we do... it helps having him. I need to give him the time and attention he needs right now, and it also helps my heart.
Thanks again to all. HUGS to you all!