:( Very sorry to hear of your loss. Our prayers are with you at this time of need. You have done the right thing by joining BW we will all share in your sorrow (right now) and when the time comes we will share in the joy of your new addition. This is the right place for you to be at this time. This site is full of love for all our fur friends everywhere. This site is full of compassion,information and best of all fun! You will be addicted to this site in short order and never what to leave. BW will get you through this time just wait and see. Welcome to our world!