"Extremely Guilty"

[rambo]

My pup has lymphoma.Weakness
lost of appetite for 1 or 2 days. Vomiting and Nausea. Wieght loss.Penis bleeding.He is to young at 5months 1/2. I think he wont be around for that long anymore.I just hope I can have him a little longer.

In part I blame myself for not knowing about this site before
and learning before I got my puppy, about BYB's. If could go back in time and learned more, before buying my pup, I would never in my life will accept a puppy unless I know he is health certified. And grandparents or great grand parents have been known for healthy lifes. It just saddens me how I could be so STUPID and accepted his puppy. But that boxer puppy face is just to much.

If I ever do get a puppy again. I hope any of you who read this could help me find a certified well known breeder in my state, AZ. Or some from any other state who is willing to ship free. Yet again I think to myself I dont deserve it after my mistake. But I guess some have to learn the hard way.

I guess the lack of money makes you do stupid things. And yet healthy puppies are expensive.

I am too attached to rambo and dont how ill react to him passing away. I feel extremly guilty at this time and feel that im not prepared for that moment .

I Thank you for reading this, and im sorry for taking your time here at BW.
:(

 

[douma]

I have no words:( he is too young, i'm very very sorry :(
We send you our best wishes
Sophia and Avra

 

[ssleighter]

First, you need to let go of the guilt. Rambo's lymphoma is not your fault. Many of us here on BW have purchased pups thru BYB's, and I am one of them. Hammer came from a BYB and we have been very lucky that he seems very healthy so far.

I am so sorry you are facing something so terrible with one so young, but please enjoy what time you have with your baby!

Maybe when the time is right, you could rescue a boxer in Rambo's name?

My thoughts and prayers are with you and Rambo!

Sharon :(

 

[Adelle]

I am so sorry to hear Rambo has lymphoma, things like this are so hard at any age but it just doesn't seem fair for a pup to be so sick. But don't feel guilty just love him and make him comfortable for whatever time he has left. We lost our first boxer "Hooligan" to lymphoma just a few weeks before his 10th birthday.

You and Rombo will be in my thoughts and prayers

 

[rambo]

I am trying my hardest not to cry. But you guys at BW give
me some relief to what Im feeling. Thanks for your support.:( / /:confused:

 

[rambo]

The end is near. It is now 11:29 am Arizona TIME. He cannot support himself anymore. He has no strenght. We are both in pain. He is to young, and this is to much for me.:( :( :( :( :( :(

 

[4Bxrs&agirl]

My thoughts and prayers are with you...he will be faithfully waiting for you at the Rainbow Bridge! I'm sure that you helped to give him a great life, however short it was!

Take care and God Bless!
Missy
Kody, Tucker, Sydney, Bahle, Mea and the puppies

 

[Linda/NJ]

I am sorry to hear Rambo is so sick. He is too young to have these problems. DO NOT blame yourself, it is not your fault. You and Rambo will be in my thoughts & prayers.

Linda & Ginger

 

[aragons_mom]

I`m so sorry to hear about your little boy!! But please don`t blame yourself... Blame the byb that`s obviously just in it for the money, and not to better the breed..!:mad:

 

[sashamygirl]

Im so sorry for what your going through my thoughs and prayers are with u Jenn and Sasha