I'm so sorry. This made me cry this morning. I know we don't personally know each other, but from the time I've joined bw, ive always turned to the forum for advice and help, and many of the times during my searches, I come across your posts from long ago until recent and they have been of tremendous help and encourgment. So in many ways I feel I know your Creek. Its breaking my heart to read this bad news :( I'm so very sorry you are having to go through this tough time of making arangments for her. My heart goes out to you and your family.