Our Boxers in heaven.
I understand completely how you feel about your girl Rocky. You are so lucky to have had more time with her than we had with our little man, Popeye. He was just 2 and a half months short of 9 when we had to put him to sleep. It was one of the most difficult things I have ever had to do because of the depth of love that the whole family has for him, and that although his lymphoma was giving him uncontrollable pain, he still had quality of life during the short durations that pain killers worked, and he had not stopped eating and drinking. He looked bright when he was put to sleep, which tore my heart out. Everytime I think of it, I burst into tears. Popeye was my constant companion and I miss him a great deal. His pictures grace many of our walls and although it is hard to look at them sometimes, it's also comforting to see him in every room. We are getting a new puppy (only after 6 weeks of him being gone) but the way I look at it is that I can give another Boxer (rescue like him) a great home with tons of love, and even though many people gasp and say "you're replacing Popeye so soon", I'm not. I am only filling a void in our house and hearts with a new playmate for Popeye. The new puppy looks totally different from Popeye (Popeye was flashy fawn and the puppy is plain brindle) so that they can never be compared. No dog can replace Popeye. They can only join him in our hearts and I know that Popeye would not want me to keep crying so much every day, because he got upset when I cried. Popeye will never be forgotten, but will remain a very special member of our family who we lost to an ugly disease. Not everyone thinks like I do about this and each of us have to do what is best for us. I know you'll love a new dog just as much as you did Rocky, and you'll know when the time is right for you to bring the new addition home.