Thank you all!!
You guys are the best!! You are the best support I have gotten yet. It is hard to talk to people about the loss if they are not "dog people". I have gotten the comments that "if could have been a person" or when I tell them I am getting him cremated they comment about "how can you spend that kind of money on a dog??" As it is no one understood why I warmed up Domino's food in the microwave a few seconds so he could have a warm meal like us - he was a family member and not just a dog!
I try to remember the good times like when he would run in yard like one of you said - with his tail on fire!! I also remember when his jowls would get caught on his lower teeth and he looked vicious, and I could go on and on but it only makes me cry more! It is easy to beat yourself up remembering the times I scolded him or screamed if he was doing something bad and that makes me cry too. But overall I think he had a good short life - he slept with mommy and daddy on the bed every night too (that I MISS!).
Anyway, thanks again for all the wonderful words of comfort. I am looking for a new puppy now - the one I am debating on is a girl, she is flashy fawn and already has her ears cropped - sooo its totally different from Domino who was white, one patch over an eye, floppy ears and of course,a boy. I could not bear comparing or trying to find a spot that might be like one Domino had, etc.
You guys are awesome!!! Thanks for the prayers - I needed them to help me cope...