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I can't believe that it has been four long months since we lost our Sawyer. The months seem to drag by. We have a new addition to our household. My friend is staying with us and she has a miniature shizu. Luna plays with him but it is not the same for my hubby or I. We miss the crooning when we get home or when he wanted to play. We miss him laying his head on our laps and just those beautiful almond eyes looking at us.
We still have his ashes in the box to be dispersed at the pier where we used to walk him. We just can't bring ourselves to let him go. My daughter and I went and looked at a few Boxer puppies but she started to cry at the thought of another Boxer to "replace" Sawyer and that got me going. I told her that we weren't really replacing him but giving another needy boxer a home but she didn't want to have anything to do with it. I explained that Daddy really misses Sawyer alot and needs a dog of his own and to put it simply she said "He'll never find another Sawyer." She's right. I love Boxers,..Sawyer was the third Boxer I've ever owned. He was Daddy's boy all the way. Luna is my beautiful puppy but I still feel as though there is a void. I've missed Harley after he passed away,..Daisy I found a good home when I was younger but,...Sawyer was special. He reached me as no other dog ever has. How do you go on and get another dog after that???
We miss you Sawyer Boy. Each day is a struggle without you. I cry every night just about at bedtime because you're not there trying to take over the bed. I have your picture as my wallpaper at work and home,...I know you're in a better place but that doesn't make it any easier no matter how much time goes by. Love and miss you my baby boy.
We still have his ashes in the box to be dispersed at the pier where we used to walk him. We just can't bring ourselves to let him go. My daughter and I went and looked at a few Boxer puppies but she started to cry at the thought of another Boxer to "replace" Sawyer and that got me going. I told her that we weren't really replacing him but giving another needy boxer a home but she didn't want to have anything to do with it. I explained that Daddy really misses Sawyer alot and needs a dog of his own and to put it simply she said "He'll never find another Sawyer." She's right. I love Boxers,..Sawyer was the third Boxer I've ever owned. He was Daddy's boy all the way. Luna is my beautiful puppy but I still feel as though there is a void. I've missed Harley after he passed away,..Daisy I found a good home when I was younger but,...Sawyer was special. He reached me as no other dog ever has. How do you go on and get another dog after that???
We miss you Sawyer Boy. Each day is a struggle without you. I cry every night just about at bedtime because you're not there trying to take over the bed. I have your picture as my wallpaper at work and home,...I know you're in a better place but that doesn't make it any easier no matter how much time goes by. Love and miss you my baby boy.
