Roscoe-Dec. '01-Nov. 13th '02

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lh4x

Boxer Buddy
Today is the 2 year anniversary of the passing of my first boxer, Roscoe. It's brought back many depressing memories, but also some happy memories as well. Roscoe was the dog that made me fall in love with boxers. I had never really been around them before him. He was my first dog, and has made such an impact in my life. I was 15 and my parents had finally decided to let me have my own dog. I decided to get one from the shelter, since I knew there were so many dogs there needing homes. I had gone to a couple of the local shelters, and had seen many dogs that I liked, but none that I was really sold on. I went to the last shelter in our area, and when I walked in, there were only 4 or 5 dogs there, and none of them looked very healthy. I asked why there were so few dogs, and the lady said that they had to euthenize the rest because parvo was circulating through the kennels. I got upset and was about to leave when I saw something out of the corner of my eye. In the back of the shelter, in with the cats, was this tiny white puppy with a big brindle patch over his eye. It was love at first site. He was so skinny, I could see every rib on his little body, his hips were sticking out, and you could see every column of his spine. Whoever had owned him before had done his tail docking themselves and it showed. I assumed he had parvo as well, because he looked to sickly. I still wanted to help him and decided to fill out an application for him. There were already two families in front of ours, so I didn't get my hopes up about getting him. The next day the shelter called, saying neither family wanted him, and he was ours to come and pick up! I was so excited to bring my scrawny little puppy home!! I still had no idea what breed he even was, but at the vets the next day, they informed us that he was a full-bred boxer! We were shocked, and my mom was a little concerned because she hadn't wanted such a large breed around my small brothers. Well, he won her heart and everyone elses. He grew and blossomed and became my little brothers best friend. He was SO gentle with them. He had filled out well, and was growing into quite a handsome guy. At 11 months he already weighed over 80 pounds! Then, exactly a year ago today, as I was getting ready for school, my dad came into my room and told me Ross had been hit by a car. I knew even as we loaded him into the car that it was too late. He had died instantly and hopefully felt no pain. I however, felt plenty. Ross had gotten out of our fence a couple of times before to go visit his boxer girlfriend across the street, so when he went outside, someone always went with him. My dad was watching him that morning, and was right behind him as he jumped the fence to go visit his buddy, who was out in her yard as well. He couldn't get to him fast enough though. It was such a tragic accident. I miss Ross everyday. He was so young, and he had so much more life left. I wish I could have done more to protect him. He had such a troubled early start, and he deserved to have a long happy life. I'm glad we could give him a good home for the time we had him, and shower him with the love he deserved. I just wish we'd had more time. He never even reached his first birthday. I couldn't even think of getting another dog for months, but when the time came, I knew I wanted another boxer. They are such a special breed. They give so much, and ask nothing in return. I got Ozwald on Easter of the next year. Even though he could never replace Roscoe, he has helped to ease the pain a lot. It's uncanny how similar they are. Sometimes I think Ross was sent back to us through Ozzy, sometimes when Oz looks at me, all I see is Roscoe. It's been a comforting feeling, maybe some of you know what I am talking about. I just thought you all should know about Roscoe, and his short, but incredibly touching life. If any of you would like to see him, I'll add a few pictures of him into my gallery. Thanks for reading
 

hanley

Boxer Insane
Thank you for sharing!

Boxer babies really have an impact on our lives that is hard too comprehend if you've never owned one.I fully understand your your pain,I think most of us here do.They never really leave us, cause you will carry him in your heart & memory forever!LOL,Hanley
 

Julie P.

Completely Boxer Crazy
Your story touched my heart so much.

I could feel your love for your baby Roscoe through your writing. My Magic passed away on 9/17/04; she too died prematurely. I had more years with Magic but her loss was unexpected. I wish I could have her for only 1 hour to see if she is OK. I am so glad you are seeing Roscoe through Ozwald. We rescued a boy boxer in October, not to long after we lost Magic. Sometimes he acts like Magic and does things that we thought only she could do. It is so reassuring and is helping to fill the hole in my heart. I loved reading your post as it gave me comfort to know that even, after two years, our beloved pets will still be very special and loved by us. Thank You!
 

lh4x

Boxer Buddy
I added some pictures of Roscoe into my member gallery if anyone would like to see. Thanks for all your kind comments. It helps a lot to know that there are other that feel the same way as me.
 

BeckyNC

Boxer Insane
What a wonderful tribute to your boy Roscoe. I'm so sorry he left you so young. He was so fortunate to have you adopt him and provide him with what sounded like a loving home.

Becky
 

Julie P.

Completely Boxer Crazy
I looked at your babies pictures

I am so glad that you gave Roscoe a chance. I cannot comprehend why someone would leave a little baby like him at the shelter. Even though his life was short, at least he got to know "True Love." I know it was very painful for you, but he was so lucky to have you. Magic, if you see Roscoe give him boxer loves.
 
Awwww...

Your post is very sweet. Reminds me of how I am feeling when I look at another white boxer. Although my scenario is different with Tomi, it reminds me of that. I will be you in a couple of years I know:) Thank you..
 

TYS0NSM0MMA

Boxer Booster
I went through the same thing when I lost my 2 last year in a fire. Barry and Roxy were brother and sister. My brother and I got them for my dad for Christmas and left them unnamed for him, he initially chose "Bubba and Roxy" but soon started calling him Barry. We got them for him because a year or so earlier we had lost our first boxer Winnie at age 4 1/2 to a major heart problem, whe died of heart failure in the fall, One year later Barry and Roxy were born. When fully grown Barry was a big boy at 80 lbs and Roxy was much smaller at about 60 lbs, he was first born, and the largest in the litter, she was born last and the smallest. They died of smoke inhalation and the odd part was that I wasn't at home when they died and I had no idea what was going on, on my way home I got a gut feeling that something was terribly wrong, and I knew they were gone. I drove home quickly and soon found that my instincts were right, my house was on fire and my father was in an ambulance. I was frantic trying to figure out what happened, I was also alone. I kept telling the fire crew to look for the dogs, and I told them to check in my bedroom because that is where they went when they were scarred. I tried to remain hopeful when the fire crew told me they didn't know where the dogs were, I assumed they got out and were running around somewhere, but they weren't. Roxy was on my bed and Barry was in the hallway right outside my room trying to get to his sister when he collapsed.
(yes, I am in tear, as this always makes me cry when I try to talk about them)

Thankfully neither suffered too much, neither one had any burns and it would have taken less than 4 minutes in the house for them to have succumbed to the smoke. I made arrangements with the humane society to have them removed before my family saw them just incase it was a horrible sight. They were 2 months away from their 5th birthday. They kept the dogs for 2 weeks after the fire, so we could decide on arrangements, I didn't know that they were even still there. I asked if they had been cremated and the staff told me they were waiting for us to tell them what to do. I asked if I could see them, they advised me not to as I would get upset, I told them that I was already upset and the only reason I would not want to see them was unless they were disfigured. They told me they weren't so they prepared them for a viewing, they laid them on a blanket on the floor in a private room for me. I walked in and fell to my knees and cried. I grabbed a hold of them and although I knew they were gone and I knew they were frozen I was surprised that they were so cold. I hugged them and cried on them for more than half an hour. I told them that they were the best dogs I had ever had and they touched me in such a way I would never forget our bond. I was very very close to Barry, he was by boy, and Roxy was my brother's girl. I told them to have a peaceful journey and to say hi to Winnie at the bridge for me. To be nice and take care of the other babies there. Barry was such a protector but the gentlist dog ever. He wouldnt hurt an ant, and would ask a flea to leave before trying to chew it. I always believed that part of them comes back when they are rested and I told Barry that I needed him but I would wait to see him. I was having nightmares about that night and what they went through (I still do) I knew I needed another dog and I was hellbent and determined to get one and low and behold Tyson and I met. I thought I was looking at Barry when I saw him but skinnier. It was so eerie, I loved him instantly and knew it was to be. I knew Barry had sent him to me, he needed me and I needed him so much. He actually "comforts" me, I mean he comes and sits infront of me and gives me both paws while still sitting on the ground and looks at me like "I'm listening mum".

I have cried on his shoulder many times and he always lays with me, he lets me cuddle him when I am sad, and tries to cheer me up when he see's that I am getting upset. He was sent to me by Barry and Roxy to help me with their loss I am sure. I still cry for them, but atleast I got to say good bye and I got to know that although they died they did not suffer the way my nightmares made me think they did. Seeing them gave me some inner peace and allowed me to say good bye for now to them.

Roscoe know's how much you needed him and he loved you so much for the love and the home you gave him. Never forget that. He may be away from you in body but a little part of him is back to help you and heal you with Ozwald. I believe this very much because of how Tyson was sent to me by Barry and Roxy to help heal the wounds, not only for me but for Tyson. Tears can be a great thing it reminds us not to forget and to cherish the memories that we have. Enjoy Ozwald for the dog he is, he came to you for a reason and although he may not be Roscoe, but Roscoe is watching out for you and will wait for you at the bridge. I trust my former babies are with him keeping him safe Winnie, Barry and Roxy.

I am sorry for your loss and am happy for your gain with Ozwald, love him for who he is and the things he can offer you, remember they dont know what spite is, they dont hold a grudge, and when it comes to love it is unconditional because that is all they know how to do.

My thoughts are with you.

Colly
 

vichy

Boxer Booster
My heart bleeds for you both... It is amazingly strong of you both to tell your stories to all of us. Your dogs have had the best lives and they are still having a great time togheter in their new playground... Buster would like to send both of you a big wet warm kiss to heal the pain.......
 
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