Payton Lilly lost her battle

[Roxy'sNewMom]

We had to put Payton Lilly down last Tuesday. She is running free at the bridge. We woke up Tuesday morning and she was struggling to breathe and having seizures. The vet had told us 2 weeks ago it wouldn't be long, but I never thought that meant only 1 1/2 weeks.

We miss her terribly. I cant believe my baby is gone. But her kidney deseise was just to bad. My baby girl is running free. We put her down, brought her home, and burried her in the back yard so she will always be with us. I miss her sooooooooooooo much. I sure hope this gets a bit easier, cause I just cry and cry all the time now. Roxy doesnt want to eat and and is sleeping alot, I am not sure if Kayo is effected.

Our family will never be the same and we will miss her always. I cant believe still that my baby is gone.

Run free sweet Payton Lilly....mommy loves you!

 

[atlasmom911]

))))Tears(((( I am so sorry you lost your sweet baby girl. Run pain free sweet with all of our babies...Hugs Linda

 

[SargesMommy]

I'm so sorry that you had to make the decision to help her to the bridge. It's the hardest decision we have to make for our fur babies. You're in my thoughts. Time really will help you heal.

Gentle hugs,

Sarge and Cheryl

 

[bayleighmom]

Oh Shaunna, I am so sorry! My heart stopped when I read your thread title and the tears are rolling.

You gave Payton a wonderful loving home during her short life but it was her time. Just imagine your silly white baby running around the bridge with no pain.

Hang in there and give Kayo and Roxy extra hugs and kisses!!

 

[Biff]

I am so very, very sorry for your loss (((Hugs)))

Sleep well, Payton Lilly

 

[dafzichu]

When I read the title I was so hoping it was some other Payton Lilly. I am so sorry. She is free from all pain now and running like the wind at the bridge boxing and chasing all of the others who went before her and she will be waiting to see you again. Mindy sends kisses to Roxy and Kayo through this tough time.

 

[Austin's Mom]

My heart just sank when I saw the title of this thread. I am so, so very sorry.

 

[Roxy'sNewMom]

Thanks guys

Thanks guys. Sorry it took so long to post it, I just couldnt face it when it all happened. I know she is happy now. I had a dream that she was burried alive, struggled to the surface, and then struggled to breathe. When she got her breath she ran to me and was kissing me all over. Her "bad kidney" smell was gone and she was healthy agian. We took her to the vet and the vet said she was fine now!! So I know she is ok...she came to me in a dream and told me she was. But I still miss her terribly.

I hope the pain gets easier......cause during Christmas is so hard.....she should be here with me. But she stopped eating and wasnt herself anymore. She had a bad smell and was sleeping all the time. I just wish that Roxy would get back to normal. It is hard seeing your dog morn. When we were burring her Roxy and Kayo were just crying so loud. They knew. When Payton was seizing and struggling to breathe Roxy was right there cleaning her and protecting her. It really broke my heart. I still try to get things out in 3's only to realize we only have 2 now.

Please keep us in your thoughts....this is so very difficult.

 

[Holden's Mom]

I am so sorry Payton is gone. She was just way too young to make the journey to the Bridge.

Godspeed pretty girl.

Pam and Pete

 

[x19er]

I'm so so sorry for your loss and will be thinking of you during your sad time.